Different Horizon

Thank You God. That’s all I wanna say right now. Lots of things happened since my last post. I’m gonna be brief cause my computer at home is not working properly, so I’m writing this journal using my office computer. Let me start with Saturday. Saturday was great. Played badminton again after absence so long (it was very intense, almost 3 hours non stop). Bought DVD R to be brought to Perth, n then relaxed at home. I formatted my computer (again) cause there were spyware attacks that’s very annoying, esp when I opened friendster. And then went to attend afternoon mass at 6PM. Met Eddy, and he asked me to go to Yakobus KTG. It was very surprising, I didn’t know what makes him wanted to go there, but I quickly realized that there was “someone” that Eddy wanted to meet there….lol…reminded me on Friday, I attended Campus Fire at Community Centre Taman Anggrek. It was excellent. Met Edward, Norina, and some other friends from Fons Vitae I, which I never met again until that night. I went to TA alone, Eddy said he’d come alone too, but later I found out that he went there with…*cough cough*. Okay, so we went to KTG, I met Angel again. She did her hair in this cute style, really made her look like a little girl. Eddy even said that she was looking cuter n prettier…too bad she’s too young…otherwise….hahahahahahahaha..

Sunday morning, as usual I went to Jef. Went to sleep at 2.30 AM, after talking on the phone with Midori. Played WE for a while n then went to Gadink. Met Midori for the first time. She was at Pizza Hut with DW and her brother. She said she was invited by her friend, which later I found out to be Yanti Sya. She was feeling perturbed cause she didn’t tell me that it was Sya who’d invited her. I’m totally okay with that actually, but nevermind. She really looked like her picture in FS, just taller. I never thought that she would be so tall….And just like she said, she’s not as chatty as she’s on the phone or over the MSN. And then I went to Diamon, she n DW back to Pizza. After that I met Richard n Norina, n then I met Sicnotz, also for the 1^st time. I looked around n then they (Sya, Laura, Yunita, Pinpin, Vera, Bellina, Johnson, Teguh) finally finished taking pictures. And then I went back home at around 6 PM. I turned on my computer n it happened. The tragedy. My computer just gave this long beeeeeeppppppppp sound. Didn’t know what happened. It just went like that. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn…..I really need my computer…I checked my HDD to Jef’s house, it was okay. Damnnnnnnn….Didn’t know what’s wrong. So…..my Sunday evening was a dull one….couldn’t make any journal whatsoever.

Monday, sales meeting, nothing quite interesting, just played pool for a while w Aries n I asked him about my comp prob. He said it was the VGA or memory. I went back home, tried it n nothing happened….still that beeeeeeeeepppppppppppp…….so I went to store with this bad temper…damnnnnnnn…….but I finally got to think clearly…everything happened for a reason. I remembered my prayer at Saturday. I didn’t ask God not to give me troubles but I asked Him to help me get through all of it.So I said to God, “God, I know You must have some plan for me, so I’m gonna leave it up to You”. And after I say that, I felt a warm feeling. I felt calmer, more peaceful. So I managed to think with a cool head, instead of being crancky…yeahhhhh….

Today, had this meeting with CIFOR (again). Went there at 8.30 AM. First, I was trying to pay for the ticket at 8AM, but the bank said they can’t do that until 8.30 AM. So I cancelled n then went to the meeting. The meeting went smoothly. Went back to office at 2.45 PM. I went to atm to draw some money, I decided to pay in cash. After I drew some money, I went to money exchanger. I got the US$ very fast n then I went to the ticket agent n finally paid my ticket. But still no news about my visa. Anyway, I really Thank God because though everything went not exactly like I had planned, but they turned out to be good, just the timing that’s not like what I had planned. God makes everything beautiful at HIS time, not ours. Thank You God….hopefully I can get the (good) news about the visa tomorrow, since I have to depart at Friday..btw…this song from Mel C is very good…it’s catchy n really cooled me down when I was in the verge of breaking down….lol….enjoy….sometimes we just need to see from a different horizon to see things more clearly

Melanie C - On The Horizon

People see different things
When they look on the horizon
Do you see dark clouds rolling in fast
Cos baby they ain't gonna last

And I can't see anybody else
I can't stop looking at you
Take this dream and make it true

chorus :
All I see is love, sweet love
On the horizon, oh yeah
Just one look in your deep brown eyes
And baby I'm flyin

This world could be so hard to take
Before I found you, I almost stopped trying
To see the good instead of the bad
But your hearts so true, that baby I'm cryin

And every single time we meet
I learn what love is for
It's taking less and giving more

chorus

And baby I don't wanna see pain in your eyes
Cos you're the one that sets me free
There's nothing in this world that can hurt us
If it's you and me, hey-yeah-yeah

chorus

All I see is love, sweet love
On the horizon, oh yeah
(All i see is love on the horizon)
Just one look in your deep brown eyes
And baby I'm flyin

I-I'm, flyin baby
(All I see is love on the horizon)
I-I'm, flyin baby

chorus

this post was made on Tuesday, Oct 25, 2005, but it's published at Thursday, Oct 27 due to bad inet connection @ office n my 'wounded' computer....