November Rain

My last blog for this month..it started to rain quite often now. Once again I dedicated this one especially for Midori. Let’s start with the highlight. This week was definitely Desperate Housewives week. Up until now, I already watched 10 episodes of 1st season. It’s a magnificent serial. Creative plot, entertaining, and brilliant. Coz of this serial, my Harry Potter reading has been affected. The serial was as intoxicating as Smallville or 24 or Alias. It’s been another tiring week. Must catch up with the jobs that I have to finish for this month. The last three days have been raining. Rain in November, November Rain.
Last year I still working on my thesis n I remember it was around this month that I heard Maroon 5 – She Will Be Loved, which I instantly love.

Okay, let’s talk about Midori. Today’s her last day in I*******. She applied another job, and she said she’ll be interviewed next Monday. I paid her a visit at I******* for the first and the last time. We met and talked for a while. I wish her luck in everything she does. She’s been a very good listener and chat pal. She’s the only one who willing to go ol on MSN to chat w me. Though we’ve only known each other for about 2 months, I’m gonna miss her…a lot, her greenish comic sans font, her phrase of ‘cek cek’… Well, quoting Matrix Revolution, “Everything that has a beginning, has an end…”, but I’m sure this only ends our MSN session in work hours…lol…

Another news that I got from mom. She called me when I was playing pool and told me that grandma died today. We visited her last Monday night. Her condition was quite critical, she’s in ICU room. I’m not too close to her, but as far as I knpw she’s a good person. I can only pray that God gives her peace and place beside Him in heaven.

Well..don’t know what else to write, like I said this blog is intended to be a tribute for Midori, so I’m gonna keep it simple, since she’s a simple, kind hearted girl. My last message for her…I’m gonna miss our MSN session…piggy wiggy..

Let the rain come down
Let it fall hard
Cold, November rain
Coz the rain
Cannot erase the warmth
That you bring to my heart..

Guns n Roses - November Rain

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one's really sure
Who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine

So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time
On your own
Do you need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time
All alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time
On my own
Sometimes I need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time
All alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you
Need somebody
Don't ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

After this..I’ll go back to the dream….that came true..