World Clock

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Silent Sigh

post #282

Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And He just laughs at my plans...

I just didn't quite really understand...God, please give me the wisdom, the serenity...
Why? *sigh But I couldn't be angry with You, I'm sure..there's something more to it....
What's Your plan? *sigh... I'd understand in time I guess...Your time...

Am I all alone in the universe, there's no love on these streets...
And I had given mine away to a world, that didn't want it anyway....
So this is my new freedom
It's funny, but I don't remember being chained

*sigh

My friend kept telling my that probably I'd been too picky, that I should lower my standard if I ever want to have someone. Problem was, I always refused....because I had a dream, simple dream...which could be very beautiful with that someone....Another friend told me today, I'd been a best man, I'd be an MC for my friend's wedding on August...When would I be the groom? I just chuckled and said...I couldn't really see anything at the moment, probably never....my eyes were blurred...couldn't see clearly...Well, who could see clearly into the future anyway? Maybe that's the thing with Aquarians. It's said that they're untouchables, the ones you cannot touch. Were they just had bad luck when it came to romance and love? Were they meant to be alone? Poor them if it's true....But again...never really trust this kind of thing...*except for the good ones...;p

Like a ship, sailing on open sea, searching for that final harbor which it can rest my anchor forever. After four years of sailing on this ocean of life, it found a harbor but it turned out that it couldn't put its anchor, not yet....or maybe not ever. And it had to sail away again...probably it'd sail the rest of its life span, searching for that harbor it never found.

And just when my mind was reminiscing, I heard a familiar song I hadn't heard in quite some time. What a coincidence....(God, was it You trying to tell me something?)

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

I listened and enjoyed it. I was being reminded again. I realized, how easy it seemed to give other words of advice, I sometimes forgot to keep them in mind for myself. No matter how big or rough the things you're experiencing....you just gotta believe....never give up hope.

This song made me smile and managed to kept my mind occupied for a while.

I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

I'd never lose my faith in You....I believe, I believe, I believe in You....You will make everything appropriate to its time....I just need to do my best, and let You take care of the rest.


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