post #324
*sigh.....tiredddddddddd
Finally, managed to push myself to write another entry. Geezzz...my muse (and mood) have been ruined lately. Ok let's start with a colleague's farewell. Today was his last day. He said goodbye, and some of the girls were almost couldn't help not to cry. Well, C**** was his first and only one project. And we had this kinda strong bond, since there were so much time we spent together. No inet connection, no YM made us talk alot....;D
Everybody's leaving, with different reasons...
I never really had a little farewell like this afternoon. He bought us Izzi Pizza (for the very first time, and last probably) and yeah...just like Matrix Revolution tagline, Everything that has a beginning, has an end....Eventually, we all will move on with our lives....the only thing we can keep was a box full of memories, good or bad....wish you all the best, mate!
After that little farewell, I played futsal again with my colleagues. Wow...it's been...ermmmm...two months(?) since the last time I played. I often lost my breath quickly. Darnn....my stamina was getting worse. Gotta work out (can I?) more....despite of the tiredness, it felt so good to play again.
Another thing...this morning Elisha finally gave up. On my way to the office, near Jubilee the gear set got stuck. It was bent badly. I was like !#@%#$%$ I already planned to take her to get periodic check up this Saturday, but she couldn't hold on any longer. Great, I said to myself. Flood in front of Artha Gadink forced me to go through alternative road. Raining along the way, forgot to wear sandal, thus my shoes were wet. And Elisha broke down plus I didn't bring any wrench.... But luckily, the rain stopped when Elisha gave up and I already passed the flood area. And then not too long after that, another guy was walking down his motorcycle, it seemed that he had a flat tire. *Thank God (not for him having flat tire, but because I could borrow his wrenches). Then he also helped me to fix the chain that was stuck. I thanked him and he continued walking..... There's still humanity in this world. We still have hope....
Then I got an 'Ojek' to get me and Elisha to the nearest mechanic shop. Got there, and I had to replace the gear set. Argghhhhhh.....well what could I say or do..I had to. Darnn....Today's really topped the latest series of my misfortune from Monday. Rain, flood, forgot to bring wallet and cellphone, waiting almost an hour on a bus....soaked wet all the way back home last nite...just swell...Ermmm...made me thinking...what have I done to deserve this? Have I done something wrong?
I think most of us would think like that. When we experienced something bad, something that we don't like, we're asking...why? Either it's a punishment from God, a bad karma that we have to reap because we sow bad seeds....
There's a saying, Trials and bad times show the real quality of a person. *My mind is officially incoherent now...My point is, shit happens. It can be a big shit, medium shit, or small shit. It can happen to anyone of us at any given day and time. The question we should ask ourselves is, what are we going to do with the shit? Complain? Ignore? Try to clean it up?
At the end of the day...no matter what you do, the sun set like it always do, the world still revolving, and life still goes on. These shits I experienced eventually passed. And if I didn't write this blog, I'd probably forget about them in a short time. But what I remember would be the lessons I could learn from all of these shits. They'd all be like sands on the beach compared to this life.
*sigh.....tiredddddddddd
Finally, managed to push myself to write another entry. Geezzz...my muse (and mood) have been ruined lately. Ok let's start with a colleague's farewell. Today was his last day. He said goodbye, and some of the girls were almost couldn't help not to cry. Well, C**** was his first and only one project. And we had this kinda strong bond, since there were so much time we spent together. No inet connection, no YM made us talk alot....;D
Everybody's leaving, with different reasons...
I never really had a little farewell like this afternoon. He bought us Izzi Pizza (for the very first time, and last probably) and yeah...just like Matrix Revolution tagline, Everything that has a beginning, has an end....Eventually, we all will move on with our lives....the only thing we can keep was a box full of memories, good or bad....wish you all the best, mate!
After that little farewell, I played futsal again with my colleagues. Wow...it's been...ermmmm...two months(?) since the last time I played. I often lost my breath quickly. Darnn....my stamina was getting worse. Gotta work out (can I?) more....despite of the tiredness, it felt so good to play again.
Another thing...this morning Elisha finally gave up. On my way to the office, near Jubilee the gear set got stuck. It was bent badly. I was like !#@%#$%$ I already planned to take her to get periodic check up this Saturday, but she couldn't hold on any longer. Great, I said to myself. Flood in front of Artha Gadink forced me to go through alternative road. Raining along the way, forgot to wear sandal, thus my shoes were wet. And Elisha broke down plus I didn't bring any wrench.... But luckily, the rain stopped when Elisha gave up and I already passed the flood area. And then not too long after that, another guy was walking down his motorcycle, it seemed that he had a flat tire. *Thank God (not for him having flat tire, but because I could borrow his wrenches). Then he also helped me to fix the chain that was stuck. I thanked him and he continued walking..... There's still humanity in this world. We still have hope....
Then I got an 'Ojek' to get me and Elisha to the nearest mechanic shop. Got there, and I had to replace the gear set. Argghhhhhh.....well what could I say or do..I had to. Darnn....Today's really topped the latest series of my misfortune from Monday. Rain, flood, forgot to bring wallet and cellphone, waiting almost an hour on a bus....soaked wet all the way back home last nite...just swell...Ermmm...made me thinking...what have I done to deserve this? Have I done something wrong?
I think most of us would think like that. When we experienced something bad, something that we don't like, we're asking...why? Either it's a punishment from God, a bad karma that we have to reap because we sow bad seeds....
There's a saying, Trials and bad times show the real quality of a person. *My mind is officially incoherent now...My point is, shit happens. It can be a big shit, medium shit, or small shit. It can happen to anyone of us at any given day and time. The question we should ask ourselves is, what are we going to do with the shit? Complain? Ignore? Try to clean it up?
At the end of the day...no matter what you do, the sun set like it always do, the world still revolving, and life still goes on. These shits I experienced eventually passed. And if I didn't write this blog, I'd probably forget about them in a short time. But what I remember would be the lessons I could learn from all of these shits. They'd all be like sands on the beach compared to this life.
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