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Good morning Universe!

Woke up quite early today though I only slept for about 6 hours. Went to office early and it took me only half an hour to get here, which was very fast. It’s a new record. Another day at work. It’s approaching the end of June. Still haven’t achieved my target. I must get this one hope of MCSE course so I can close this month with good achievement, and excellent incentive of course…lol. Have you ever thought about this life? About the mistakes you’ve made? Sometimes I think I have this kind of cycle in my life. There are times when I make the same mistakes over and over again. It feels like the mistakes make me go back to point zero. Feel like I’m standing still. Well, it’s only a thought, I always try to look from the bright side, to learn from my mistakes
Yesterday was a blast. Chat with my univ friends. We even had a conference using YM. You can imagine if more than 10 persons join a chat room…It was chaos..lol. We talked about everything, in Indonesian…ngomongnya ngalor ngidul…..hahahahaha…actually it’s in Javanese..doesn’t matter. Today’s is Jakarta’s birthday. It celebrates it’s 478th birthday. It’s been a long way since 1527. History recorded that Fatahillah was the one who found (or built??) Jakarta. It was named Sunda Kelapa at first. And then in the time of Dutch colonial, it’s called Batavia (which sounds classy I think), after that it was called Jayakarta and finally it became Jakarta. Enought with this history thing..

1.44 PM
Typing email for clients, while chatting in YM conference room….again. It’s 2.49 PM now. I have already chatted for more than an hour. I’m getting sleepy. ASEAN hasn’t confirmed yet, Arrghhh I need that approval to achieve……..Well… that’s all I guess. I wanna update my profile on Friendster.
Am I Standing Still??? This next song is Jewel’s Standing Still, taken from Smallville season 1 episode 5--> Freeze. "Because whenever I need him, he's there. He makes me feel safe", Lana said to Clark...who could only stand in silence while the screen blacked out..end credit.

Standing Still by Jewel

Cutting through the darkest night are my two headlights
Try to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here
To the twilight
There's a dead end to my left
There's a burning bush to my right
You aren't in sight, You aren't in sight

Do you want me
Like I want you

chorus:
Or am I standing still
Beneath a darkened sky
Or am I standing still
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you passing me by


Mothers on the stoop
Boys in souped-up coupes
On this hot summer night
Between fight and flight
Is the blind man's sight
And a choice that's right
I roll the window down
Feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town

Feel broken down
Feel broken down

Do you need me
Like I need you?

chorus

Sweet sorrow is a call tomorrow

Do you love me
Like I love you?

chorus


Oh you're passing me by
Passing me by
Do you need me
like I need you to
Do you want me
like I want you?
Or are you passing me by?
Or am I standing still?