It’s Over… by Commencement

………….. (silence). There’re so many things on my mind right now. I start with Smallville. At Thursday, I watched episodes 19-21. They were very very good.There are some clever lines that I still remember from those episodes.

In Blank, when Clark lost his memory, he still instantly mesmerized by Lana..Chloe said : The heart remember better than the brain. And also Clark’s line : This time it’ll be different. Beside that, it’s fairly good episode.

In Ageless, Clark and Lana were caught up in the situation that Jon n Martha Kent had been before when they found this special baby. There were also some great scenes which really put Clark in Jonathan position, especially about the relationship between a son, father, and biological father. It’s brilliant.

In Forever it’s about last day in high school. A kid who didn’t want to end his high school days. Another great episode. I have to admit, sometimes I want things to be just the way the are. I want to be in university forever..But it’s impossible. Life must go on. In this episode there’re also some great lines. The one that I remember the most is Jonathan : As much as I loved my father, a part of me still resents him for needing me that much..that’s not the kind of father I ever wanted to be.. And Clark’s answer was really……it made me stunned.

Yestrerday didn’t have time to watch Smallville coz I went to church to attend this seminat about Eucharist. Today I woke up late, but manage to get to ASEAN hall at 9.30 AM. Played badminton w Tirta, Julius, David. Ate lunch together w Tirta, we talked about quite few things, specially about tomorrow. Tomorrow is the big day. My graduation day. Went home and watched the season finale, Commencement. It’s immensely satisfying. But it left a big question mark which is very intriguing. Can’t wait to watch the 5^th (and the last???) season. The season opening and finale were usually the best episodes. Smallville season 1 started with a meteor shower. Now in the season 4 finale, it was ended with another meteor shower. It’s fantastic. The end scene was beautiful. It’s kinda funny that I got Smallville season 4 ep 12-22 in this week. The timing is impeccable. Sometimes I think my life is somehow connected with Smallville. Tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation day and today I watch commencement. Somehow the episodes fit in my life chapter. It made love smallville even more. In couple of hours, I’ll have my bachelor degree officially. (Sighing..) And it’ll be over. I’m gonna miss those times. I already am (sighing)…Well, I’m gonna get some sleep..I leave you with Smallville theme song, Save Me.

Save Me by Remy Zero

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
When they pull you under,
And i would give you any thing you want
You were all I wanted
All my dreams are fallin' down
Crawlin' round (and round and round)

chorus:

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay, stay, come on
I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pull me under
And i would give you anything you want
You were all i wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawlin round (and round and round)

repeat chorus

All my dreams are on the ground
Crawlin' round (and round and round)

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I dont' care how you do it
Just stay here with me

I’ve made this whole world shine for you
Just stay, stay, come on
I'm still waiting for you

I really LOVE this song..Kristin’s face in Smallville opening.

btw..today is also bluefairy's birthday..Happy Birthday for her........i already sent her sms and ecard...best wishes for you girl...