post #103
Another week passed. Same routine except for the details. Had a dinner at Izzi Pizza on Friday with my colleagues in AJ Kramat Jati support team and our coordinator. The food was great and it improved Izzi Pizza’s image to me. The last time I ate at Izzi Pizza was few years ago and I didn’t like it. But last Friday experience reminded me to give a second chance…. Lolz… Izzi Pizza…good place to dine.
Had some surprises too this week. Grace went online again for a while. Chatted with her a bit. I couldn’t help wondering where she had been. The last time I saw her was back in April and she seemed…fragile. Maybe because she bears this secret. When I knew about it, I was very surprised. I was speechless. Someone who’s as smart and talented like her….*sigh. One thing learned…we all have secrets we do not enjoy share with others and that we’re flawed. Nobody’s perfect.
Then Nelly contacted me and asked Robert’s cell phone #. She said she’s back for good. It’s been two years…and now she’s back in Jakarta. Didn’t talk to her much cause I was busy handling the users who came to the support center where I was stationed. Chatted with Rhea on Friday afternoon, after the users had gone back to their offices. I’m beginning to understand why she doesn’t intend to get into a relationship. She’s such a remarkable person and really devoted to God. Thus she has so little time for herself (well she seems happy with it).
Yesterday I played badminton as usual. After that went to Binus to get my certificates legalized. When I arrived there, I noticed that it was the last day of POM (Pekan Orientasi Mahasiswa/Student Orientation Week) for Binusian 2010. It brought me to my own POM back in 2001. Five years has passed. Looking at them in white shirt n black pants was just like looking at me five years ago. And like in a blink of an eye, five years has gone. There’s one song that always reminds me of POM, Lang Hua Yi Tuo Tuo. It’s a soundtrack for Richie Ren n Sammi Cheng movie, Summer Holiday. I took a short tour; saw the UKM (Unit Kegiatan Mahasiswa/Student Activity Unit) demonstrations. I just chuckled seeing the view. Good luck Beenusian 2010.
Kami adalah binusian 2005
Kami berjanji untuk lulus tepat waktu
Dengan belajar giat, rajin dan bersemangat
Tuk mencapai target, lulus ga ngaret
That was the mars for Binusian 2005…..Funny,huh?
After a brief step into the past experience, I went to find vandel for church event in November, but didn’t find it. So I went back home, took an afternoon nap and attended the afternoon mass. This weekend I finally got some decent sleep. I really recharged my body to 100%. Now I’m ready to prepare myself for TOEFL test tomorrow. I got a call from Mandiri Bank for IT Officer position n the TOEFL test is gonna be the 1st phase filter.
Today’s Rafaela’s and Agus Panda’s bday. Haven’t chatted with Rafaela again lately. We seem busy with our own work n life. I wish her a blessed bday n wonderful year ahead. Same for Agus. We’ve known each other for more than 10 years now and he’s one of what I so called true friends. My partner in karaoke and xrated, along with David pecun ganteng. Hangin out with them is always great…
One thing that quite concerns me is this girl. I think I’m being too friendly to her. Am I being too friendly? Am I ladies man? Am I giving some signals that are misinterpreted by her? She’s a great girl. We chat a lot n I get the impression that she expects something more. I like talking to her, sharing some thoughts. But I think since she’s in this transition period (she’s moving to another city); she’s lonely n needs someone to talk to. And maybe coz we’ve talked a lot, she feels there’s some something…but it’s too early to say that. Maybe she feels something cause she finds comfort in talking to me..etc but maybe… it’s just another phase, a transition one. She’s in holiday and I’m sure she’s pretty bored….but maybe talking to me is just a way to spend her time. I dunno… If I continue to act like usual I’m afraid I keep sending her the signals and giving her false hope with my attitude… I need to tell her to take things slow…to really understand her feelings… maybe it’s just an temporary attraction……………or maybe……….all of this is just in my head…. That I’m being tooo Geer (it’s an Indonesia term….hahahahhahahahhaha)
Peterpan – Bintang Di Surga
Masih ku merasa angkuh
Terbangkan anganku jauh
Langit kan menangkapku
Walau kan terjatuh
Dan bila semua tercipta
Hanya untuk ku merasakan
Semua yang tercipta
Hampa hidup terasa
*
Lelah tetap ku mencari
Hati untuk ku membagi
Menemani langkahku
Namun tak berarti
Dan bila semua tercipta
Tanpa harus ku merasakan
Cinta yang tersisa
Hampa hidup terasa
Reff:
Bagai bintang di surga, dan seluruh warna
Dan kasih yang setia, dan cahaya nyata
Oh bintang di surga, berikan cerita
Dan kasih yang setia, dan cahaya nyata
*,Reff
Another week passed. Same routine except for the details. Had a dinner at Izzi Pizza on Friday with my colleagues in AJ Kramat Jati support team and our coordinator. The food was great and it improved Izzi Pizza’s image to me. The last time I ate at Izzi Pizza was few years ago and I didn’t like it. But last Friday experience reminded me to give a second chance…. Lolz… Izzi Pizza…good place to dine.
Had some surprises too this week. Grace went online again for a while. Chatted with her a bit. I couldn’t help wondering where she had been. The last time I saw her was back in April and she seemed…fragile. Maybe because she bears this secret. When I knew about it, I was very surprised. I was speechless. Someone who’s as smart and talented like her….*sigh. One thing learned…we all have secrets we do not enjoy share with others and that we’re flawed. Nobody’s perfect.
Then Nelly contacted me and asked Robert’s cell phone #. She said she’s back for good. It’s been two years…and now she’s back in Jakarta. Didn’t talk to her much cause I was busy handling the users who came to the support center where I was stationed. Chatted with Rhea on Friday afternoon, after the users had gone back to their offices. I’m beginning to understand why she doesn’t intend to get into a relationship. She’s such a remarkable person and really devoted to God. Thus she has so little time for herself (well she seems happy with it).
Yesterday I played badminton as usual. After that went to Binus to get my certificates legalized. When I arrived there, I noticed that it was the last day of POM (Pekan Orientasi Mahasiswa/Student Orientation Week) for Binusian 2010. It brought me to my own POM back in 2001. Five years has passed. Looking at them in white shirt n black pants was just like looking at me five years ago. And like in a blink of an eye, five years has gone. There’s one song that always reminds me of POM, Lang Hua Yi Tuo Tuo. It’s a soundtrack for Richie Ren n Sammi Cheng movie, Summer Holiday. I took a short tour; saw the UKM (Unit Kegiatan Mahasiswa/Student Activity Unit) demonstrations. I just chuckled seeing the view. Good luck Beenusian 2010.
Kami adalah binusian 2005
Kami berjanji untuk lulus tepat waktu
Dengan belajar giat, rajin dan bersemangat
Tuk mencapai target, lulus ga ngaret
That was the mars for Binusian 2005…..Funny,huh?
After a brief step into the past experience, I went to find vandel for church event in November, but didn’t find it. So I went back home, took an afternoon nap and attended the afternoon mass. This weekend I finally got some decent sleep. I really recharged my body to 100%. Now I’m ready to prepare myself for TOEFL test tomorrow. I got a call from Mandiri Bank for IT Officer position n the TOEFL test is gonna be the 1st phase filter.
Today’s Rafaela’s and Agus Panda’s bday. Haven’t chatted with Rafaela again lately. We seem busy with our own work n life. I wish her a blessed bday n wonderful year ahead. Same for Agus. We’ve known each other for more than 10 years now and he’s one of what I so called true friends. My partner in karaoke and xrated, along with David pecun ganteng. Hangin out with them is always great…
One thing that quite concerns me is this girl. I think I’m being too friendly to her. Am I being too friendly? Am I ladies man? Am I giving some signals that are misinterpreted by her? She’s a great girl. We chat a lot n I get the impression that she expects something more. I like talking to her, sharing some thoughts. But I think since she’s in this transition period (she’s moving to another city); she’s lonely n needs someone to talk to. And maybe coz we’ve talked a lot, she feels there’s some something…but it’s too early to say that. Maybe she feels something cause she finds comfort in talking to me..etc but maybe… it’s just another phase, a transition one. She’s in holiday and I’m sure she’s pretty bored….but maybe talking to me is just a way to spend her time. I dunno… If I continue to act like usual I’m afraid I keep sending her the signals and giving her false hope with my attitude… I need to tell her to take things slow…to really understand her feelings… maybe it’s just an temporary attraction……………or maybe……….all of this is just in my head…. That I’m being tooo Geer (it’s an Indonesia term….hahahahhahahahhaha)
Peterpan – Bintang Di Surga
Masih ku merasa angkuh
Terbangkan anganku jauh
Langit kan menangkapku
Walau kan terjatuh
Dan bila semua tercipta
Hanya untuk ku merasakan
Semua yang tercipta
Hampa hidup terasa
*
Lelah tetap ku mencari
Hati untuk ku membagi
Menemani langkahku
Namun tak berarti
Dan bila semua tercipta
Tanpa harus ku merasakan
Cinta yang tersisa
Hampa hidup terasa
Reff:
Bagai bintang di surga, dan seluruh warna
Dan kasih yang setia, dan cahaya nyata
Oh bintang di surga, berikan cerita
Dan kasih yang setia, dan cahaya nyata
*,Reff
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