post # 114
Yup. That’s the condition of my mind at the moment. So many thoughts running through. Well I better get start… I must warn you though, it’s gonna be far from chronological. I just got back from morning mass. It was presented by a new pastor in my parish. He replaced pastor Juventinus Haryono. Met Marylin and Yuni too today. Marylin still looked beautiful. And as usual I saw Sandra with her parents, but I didn’t meet Eddy n Devi. Maybe they already attended yesterday afternoon mass.
I watched Lucky Number Slevin yesterday. A very good movie with an interesting plot. Nothing much to do lately in the office except studying, browsing and chatting. My playlist on WMP has been dominated by mellow songs lately, such as Nick Lachey - What’s Left of Me, Nidji – Hapus Aku, Jay Chou – Qing Tian, Haven – Say Something, Coldplay – In My Place..etc.
Nick’s song was released after his divorce with Jessica Simpson. It was a good song and the lyric somewhat kinda telling his feelings after the divorce of what the world (the world here refers to hollywood) as the perfect marriage. Jessica Simpson also released a hit single, A Public Affair (since her divorce process had been a public affair???). Could it be that she released the single to respond to Nick’s single? Nick’s song was about broken hearted man n Jess’ song was about a girl who’s been freed (from a bad relationship?) and that she can do what ever she wants….. hmmm….. interesting…..
Nick Lachey -What's Left Of Me
Watch my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the
shadow of my mistakes
yeah
chorus:
'cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin like
a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
What's left of me
I've been dying inside
Little by little
Nowhere to go
But goin' out of my mind
In endless circles
runnin' from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin like
a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
What's left of me
Falling faster
Barely breathing
Give me somethin' to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again
chorus
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Of me
Just runnin' in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me
Take what's left of me
Jessica Simpson – A Public Affair
There go the street lights - the night's officialy on,
I got the green light - to do what ever i want,
I'm Gonna stand - outside - the box - and put the rules on hold,
Tonight Carte blanche first class for the evening
Ready Set Go
Chorus:
All the girls steppin out for a public affair
(All night,Lets rock cause the party dont stop)
All the cameras come out for a public affair
(Who cares, lets rock, cause the party don't stop)
Hey Baby, I see you lookin' over here baby
Are you gonna keep lookin - or get up?
And talk to me
Heres an opportunity that you don't wanna miss TONIGHT
Tonight Carte blanche first class for the evening
Ready Set Go
chorus
Ohh Ohh
Do what you wanna do, tonight the world does not exist
no no no
Move how you want to move, All my girls work it out - like this
Give me room to shake, shake, shake, shake
chorus twice
All night don't stop, *giggle*, Who cares lets rock?
All night dont stop (Don't stop don't stop)
Who cares lets rock
Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
Hey Baby
Ahhh ohh ohh ohh
Ahhh ohh ohh
chorus
(Stop, Stop, Stop, stop, stop, stop)
I’ve also been dreaming about some partciular girls lately. The latest dream I had was very vivid, yet vague. I can only remember I went karaoke with her, just the two of us. Can’t remember any other details except that I woke up with my heart beating like I just ran for miles. Some say that dreams represent our inner and unconscious desire. What does it mean?? Hmmmm…….
In a friend of mine’s blog, she said… Loneliness is just a state of mind. It’s true. We can be in a very crowded place, yet feel so lonely…
Coldplay – In My Place
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh, yeah
And I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah
*:
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh, for it
I was scared, I was scared
Tired and under prepared
But I wait for you
And if you go, if you go
Leave me down here on my own
But I'll wait for it, yeah
*
Sing it please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me, me
Come on and sing it out, now, now
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come back and sing
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
And I was lost, oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
Yup. That’s the condition of my mind at the moment. So many thoughts running through. Well I better get start… I must warn you though, it’s gonna be far from chronological. I just got back from morning mass. It was presented by a new pastor in my parish. He replaced pastor Juventinus Haryono. Met Marylin and Yuni too today. Marylin still looked beautiful. And as usual I saw Sandra with her parents, but I didn’t meet Eddy n Devi. Maybe they already attended yesterday afternoon mass.
I watched Lucky Number Slevin yesterday. A very good movie with an interesting plot. Nothing much to do lately in the office except studying, browsing and chatting. My playlist on WMP has been dominated by mellow songs lately, such as Nick Lachey - What’s Left of Me, Nidji – Hapus Aku, Jay Chou – Qing Tian, Haven – Say Something, Coldplay – In My Place..etc.
Nick’s song was released after his divorce with Jessica Simpson. It was a good song and the lyric somewhat kinda telling his feelings after the divorce of what the world (the world here refers to hollywood) as the perfect marriage. Jessica Simpson also released a hit single, A Public Affair (since her divorce process had been a public affair???). Could it be that she released the single to respond to Nick’s single? Nick’s song was about broken hearted man n Jess’ song was about a girl who’s been freed (from a bad relationship?) and that she can do what ever she wants….. hmmm….. interesting…..
Nick Lachey -What's Left Of Me
Watch my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the
shadow of my mistakes
yeah
chorus:
'cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin like
a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
What's left of me
I've been dying inside
Little by little
Nowhere to go
But goin' out of my mind
In endless circles
runnin' from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin like
a hunger
like a burning
to find the place I've never been
now I'm broken
and I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
What's left of me
Falling faster
Barely breathing
Give me somethin' to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again
chorus
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Of me
Just runnin' in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me
Take what's left of me
Jessica Simpson – A Public Affair
There go the street lights - the night's officialy on,
I got the green light - to do what ever i want,
I'm Gonna stand - outside - the box - and put the rules on hold,
Tonight Carte blanche first class for the evening
Ready Set Go
Chorus:
All the girls steppin out for a public affair
(All night,Lets rock cause the party dont stop)
All the cameras come out for a public affair
(Who cares, lets rock, cause the party don't stop)
Hey Baby, I see you lookin' over here baby
Are you gonna keep lookin - or get up?
And talk to me
Heres an opportunity that you don't wanna miss TONIGHT
Tonight Carte blanche first class for the evening
Ready Set Go
chorus
Ohh Ohh
Do what you wanna do, tonight the world does not exist
no no no
Move how you want to move, All my girls work it out - like this
Give me room to shake, shake, shake, shake
chorus twice
All night don't stop, *giggle*, Who cares lets rock?
All night dont stop (Don't stop don't stop)
Who cares lets rock
Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
Hey Baby
Ahhh ohh ohh ohh
Ahhh ohh ohh
chorus
(Stop, Stop, Stop, stop, stop, stop)
I’ve also been dreaming about some partciular girls lately. The latest dream I had was very vivid, yet vague. I can only remember I went karaoke with her, just the two of us. Can’t remember any other details except that I woke up with my heart beating like I just ran for miles. Some say that dreams represent our inner and unconscious desire. What does it mean?? Hmmmm…….
In a friend of mine’s blog, she said… Loneliness is just a state of mind. It’s true. We can be in a very crowded place, yet feel so lonely…
Coldplay – In My Place
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh, yeah
And I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah
*:
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh, for it
I was scared, I was scared
Tired and under prepared
But I wait for you
And if you go, if you go
Leave me down here on my own
But I'll wait for it, yeah
*
Sing it please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me, me
Come on and sing it out, now, now
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come back and sing
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
And I was lost, oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
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