post #121
It’s Monday. The holiday’s over. Back to work again. I can imagine the long working hours that await me. I feel reluctant to go to work today actually. Maybe because the imagination of the long working hours, maybe because I don’t really like what I’m doing. I never really interested in programming. I enjoy my previous job. The stress was different, but it doesn’t offer any career advancement. I don’t wanna be stuck in the same position 5 years from now. So I decided to take an offer from a multinational company, the company I work for now, though I didn’t really like the position they offered me. Well…we gotta make some sacrifices in life..to achieve something more.
Yesterday I went to attend afternoon mass. It was very rejuvenating. When I got there, went down on my knees and prayed, I was overwhelmed by these mixed emotions that I couldn’t describe. It was like my spirit talked to God directly… I just kneeled down, closed my eyes and enjoyed that sensation. It’s very peaceful coming to the House of God. The sermon was very good also. It’s about faith… how a blind man’s faith can cure his blindness. And it reminded me again of my worries and doubts. Why should I have those…. I gotta have faith. I can make it… I’d be lost without You, my shepherd. It felt soooooo good to go to church.
And to close the holiday, I chatted with this amazing girl. It’s been very delightful having chat sessions w her. She really lightened up the holiday. This holiday was another great one. Thanks to the DVDs I bought that helped me spent the time while I was recovering. I love Gilmore Girls. Watching season 1 n 2 I noticed some interesting facts about the cast. In one of the episode, there was Brandon “BJ” Routh. And in the 2nd season, there was this DH’s Mary Alice Young… I forgot her name. It was an excellent TV show.
Well….holiday’s over…got some fond memories from it. It’s back to work now…so help me God…
2 Comments:
It's good to hear that the sermon was good :D
As for me, gue gak enjoy kemaren, there was something -perhaps inside, perhaps from my surroundings- that made me unable to get the feeling, and to hear the sermon with attention.. ;D
Something's been bothering you I guess. Well... I always try to resolve or at least put that kind of things aside when I go to church...So I can really focus to God... :)
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