Fly…So Sad…

post # 122

I’m feeling a bit sentimental lately. I’ve been listening to GIGI’s song, Terbang n it reminded me of the time when I had this crush on my ex-gf. These days I also have quite similar feelings.. I dunno what I’m longing for… it’s kinda a mix up of emotions actually.

Back to work brings stress but yesterday after I read James 1 n 2 and also got this beautiful verse I felt that serenity like a wave of peacefulness wiped me out. It’s Philippians 4 :13 (I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me). This verse reminded me once again to have faith in God and not dwelling too much on my own worries.

And it’s also yesterday I felt different when listening to GIGI. It really….brought up old memories. Not that I have crush again on my ex, but I felt the similar emotions of longing..wistful…and kinda sad. So… I dedicate this song for a girl, who makes my emotions fly high above lately…

GIGI - Terbang

Terpikir... dan terpana
Dan terdiam... ku melihat
Sadarku... bertahun
dan bersama... terwujudlah ah...

Terbayang... yang terindah
Yang terhampa... berlalulah
Sadarku... semuanya
Perasaan... rasa cinta ah...

Kaulah yang dinginkan aku
Dari mimpiku dari mimpiku uoohh..
Coba terbangkan khayalku
Dari sadarku ...

Terbayang... yang terindah
Yang terhampa... berlalulah
Sadarku... semuanya
Perasaan... rasa cinta ah...

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Kaulah yang dinginkan aku
Dari mimpiku dari mimpiku uohh..
Coba terbangkan khayalku
Dari sadarku…dari sadarku..

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Kaulah yang dinginkan aku
Dari mimpiku dari mimpiku uoohh..
Coba terbangkan khayalku
Dari sadarku ...

# till fade


And about the kinda sad part.. this Gregorian song really fits my mood…


Gregorian – So Sad

Gloria in Excelsis Deo
Gloria in Excelsis Deo
Gloria in Excelsis Deo

Qui tollis peccata mundi, miserere nobis
Qui tollis peccata mundi,
suscipe deprecationem nostram

Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad...

Qui sedes ad dexteram patris, miserere nobis
Gratias agimus tibi,
propter magnum gloriam tuum

Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad...

Jesu Christu... Amen
Jesu Christu (so sad, so sad, so sad) Amen
Jesu Christu... Amen
Jesu Christu... Amen


Why do I feel kinda sad…..maybe because I feel like Peterpan’s song…Jauh Mimpiku…It feels like my dream seems so far away…wonder how I ever make it…can I make it. Well…I just try best and leave the rest to God…enough with this sappiness. If it’s meant for me then I’ll make it.