post #185
It's over. No more lingering...Well, what do you expect? Who do you think you're fooling, you stupid man....Why do I still keep all of her messages back from last October? Do I secretly lean on a tiny hope that I could be the man that deserve her? That I could be good enough.....
The moment had slipped away....There's nothing left to say....
Darn....my heart still aching...need some relief.....
I can only cherish that moment...until it fades away in time...if it ever fadeIt's over. No more lingering...Well, what do you expect? Who do you think you're fooling, you stupid man....Why do I still keep all of her messages back from last October? Do I secretly lean on a tiny hope that I could be the man that deserve her? That I could be good enough.....
The moment had slipped away....There's nothing left to say....
Darn....my heart still aching...need some relief.....
Peterpan ~ Hari Yang Cerah Untuk Jiwa Yang Sepi
pagi biar kusendiri
jangan kau mendekat
wahai matahari
dingin hati yang bersedih
tak begitu tenang
mulai terabaikan
hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi
begitu terang untuk cinta yang mati
ah… ku coba bertahan dan tak bisa
kubu langit kelabuku
tak begitu luas
seperti memudar
kini tak terulang lagi
di hari yang cerah
dia telah pergi
hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi
ahh… ku coba bertahan dan tak bisa
ahh… mencoba melawan ku lepas
hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi…
begitu terang untuk jiwa yang mati
ahh… kucoba bertahan dah tak bisa
ahh… mencoba melawan ku lepas
semua telah hilang ….
semua telah ….
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
There's nothing left to say but goodbye ...
July 11, 2007 @ 8.45 PM
I'm content....(Am I???) we talked and it was like nothing has changed...except the fact that the hope to have her, to hold her...to call her mine has vanish... Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Yesterday I was still overwhelmed I decided to go home early, since it's obvious I couldn't work well in such condition. Instead, I read again our chat log..reliving the moment that would never come back...Why do you cling to the past? Coz past is all I have?
Am I not selfish enough not to want her so bad....to be content with this....I just can't hate her....no reason for it....Her warmth left me helpless...maybe because I care for her and realize it's for the better...?
Emotions....such a great power....just have to channel this vast energy to something constructive....like bury myself in work? yeah right...Well...this agony that's eating me from the inside will fade eventually....another lesson learned from this....
Yesterday I was still overwhelmed I decided to go home early, since it's obvious I couldn't work well in such condition. Instead, I read again our chat log..reliving the moment that would never come back...Why do you cling to the past? Coz past is all I have?
Am I not selfish enough not to want her so bad....to be content with this....I just can't hate her....no reason for it....Her warmth left me helpless...maybe because I care for her and realize it's for the better...?
Emotions....such a great power....just have to channel this vast energy to something constructive....like bury myself in work? yeah right...Well...this agony that's eating me from the inside will fade eventually....another lesson learned from this....
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