The 'F' Word

Post # 187

First, Follow, Fear, Future, Finish, Father, Figure, Final, Four, Fantasy, Fantastic, Fury, Feisty, Friends, Forever, Four, Fling, Flirt, Flow, Flower, Flaw, Flick, Fire, Fish, Fist, Foe, Feign, Fraud, Felon, Fool, Fold, Fu*k, Fuse, Fuel, Fang, Fart, Fast, Finite, Fiend, Fond, Fox, Fever, Flail, Flavor, Fan, Fat, Fuzzy, Flake, Fake, For, Frog, Fun, Fin, Fund, Font, Front, Foot, Fail, Fly, Fix, Fierce, Fur, Find, Fend, Fairy, Fine....

Hmmm....what else?

There are sooooooooooooo many things have happened in my dormant period of blogging. I don't even know where or how to begin. First, it's very fantastic that I got promoted per September 1, 2007. It took me by surprise because I never really thought that I'd be promoted that fast. All my hard work was paid off. After I got the notification, I realized once again that result goes along with effort. More effort means more result. Welldone, another resolution achieved.

These last few weeks seems like a very beautiful dream to me. It almost swept me off my feet. The times we had, the things we did together, the laughs we shared, simple moments we spent together. They're all too good to be true, but like any other dreams it finally ended, no matter how hard I want it to stay like that. There are things that make it hard to become real, to last. Though it's brief, I really do cherish it. Yet it ended...maybe it's for the best for both of us. We're hurt but we're moving on. Reminds me of Serendipity tagline, "Can once in a lifetime happens twice?" I dunno, but I do know one thing for sure. I really wish you all the best in your life, Princessa...I won't forget you...

Princessa - I Won't Forget You

The fading light of day lingers on your sleeping face
My lover's lullaby lately lost its tender grace
Somewhere in your dreams tonight
Let my lips come close to you and hold me tight
After all I hardly bear
To turn my back to loving arms and leave you there

Chorus:
Baby, I won't forget you
And I won't regret you
I won't forgive you
Anymore, no more

We said our first hello beneath a blue umbrella sky
A simple moment shared by strangers who were passing by
People say when you're in love
It seems as if tomorrow almost never comes, no never comes
After all your loving touch
Through my eyes of love to me it means so much
And that's why

Chorus:
I wont forget you
And I won't regret you
I won't forgive you
Anymore, no more
I won't forget you
And I never let you
Anymore, no more

Chorus

I won't regret you...your eyes, your smile, your voice, your laugh, your touch, your scent, your kisses...So soft they ache my heart


I still remember vividly the song you gave me, the one song that reminds me of you and the inevitable reality of us.


Dygta - Tak Bisa Memiliki

Bila...
Waktuku tersisa
Untuk s'lalu di sisi
Menjaga hatimu

Aku...
'Kan s'lalu mencoba
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki

Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat

reff:
Aku tak bisa memiliki
Menjaga cintamu
Walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu
Aku tak ingin kau terluka
Mencintai aku
Hapuslah air matamu dan lupakan aku

Sendiri
Di batas asaku
Hanya ingin kau bahagia
Jalani hidupmu

Aku
'Kan s'lalu mencoba
Berikan yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki

Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat

reff

Tapi maafkan aku
Waktuku hanya sesaat

reff (2x)
...


Sheila on 7 - Dan

Dan...
Bila esok datang kembali
Seperti sedia kala dimana kau bisa bercanda
Dan...
Perlahan kaupun, lupakan aku
Mimpi burukmu
Dimana t'lah kutancapkan duri tajam
Kaupun menangis, menangis sedih
Maafkan aku...

#
Dan...
Bukan maksudku, bukan inginku
Melukaimu sadarkah kau di sini 'kupun terluka
Melupakanmu, menepikanmu
Maafkan aku

Reff
Lupakanlah saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala
caci maki saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala


#, Reff


Well, I guess it's time I use the last F word I can think of....today.....
Farewell Princessa, thank you for everything you've given me