post #188
A little addition to the F words I managed to list on my previous post: File, Figure, Food, Faith, Fly, False, Frozen, Face, Fortune, Faint, Flip, Ferocious, Frown, Facade, Fruit, Fresh, Flank and Futsal!
Last saturday I played futsal again with some friends of mine. Dunno what got into me...maybe it's the emotions I need to express...I scored 6 goals that nite with still injured ankle. It's like arrrggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! But it felt good. After playing, we went to get some food. The 13 of us ended up eating fried rice in front of Gadink Mall. It was around 11 sth PM so there're only few people.... That nite, I slept like a baby.
This week highlights are probably the revelation I had about a girl that has been my cyber friend for more than a year. All this time she never willing to reveal her self (by reveal I mean to let me know what she looks like). I understand she has trust issue and with the history I have with her I thought that she'll only be a faceless friend whom I can have nice chats and exchange thoughts. I didn't know what move her to let me know what she looks like. She even gave me a link to her blog. It took me by surprise....
First I never, even in my wildest dream thought that she would give her blog link. I have asked about it a dozen times (maybe more) and she always refused. I respect her decision and content myself with these chats. My curious (and sometimes annoying) mind asked one question I could think of. What made her change her mind? unfortunately I'm not a mind reader and I quit playing mind games...so I just accept it without 'thorough investigation'....
Second, her pic was really really different with the images I have about her. Images that have been dancing around in my mind. They're all shattered in a moment when I saw her pic. She looked ingenuous, 180 degrees different with what I have expected...a cold, smart, sadistic with a little twist of bithcy-ness...The saying 'look can be deceiving' has proved it's validity once again. Never judge a book from its cover. Problem is.. I've seen the book content all the time while the cover itself still kept in the dark...;p
Third; I read her blog and I can learn more about her. I think from a blog we can read a person's character, how he/she thinks, how he/she perceives this world, this life. We're quite similar. We're both a pdf. I just quite surprised to read some of her posts. Never considered her character like that. She's really something.
Reminds me of Roxette's song that I posted some times ago...
'..and she has kept me wondering for so long...how did thing could go wrong...it seems to me that we are both the same...playing the same game....but as darkness falls this true love falls apart into a riddle of her heart...She's so vulnerable...'
About the 'L' word. Got a few that I could think of, first of all I wanna use Lesson. What lesson have I learned from all this? Persistence? Patience? Hey...it took more than a year for her to finally open up. There's saying from the legendary Godfather movie...True power cannot be given...it MUST be taken.... Well, I've come up with my own saying...trust cannot be given...it MUST be earned. But again like I've writtend in my previous post back then...at the end of the day, it still depends on the person itself whether that person choose to trust or not. There's nothing we can do except prove our trustworthiness.
Life, Live, Learn, Lesson, Lie, Love, Lust, Last, Lost, List, Least, Linger, Limb, Like, Lips, Lose, Loose, Loop, Leap, Lump, Lure, Lurk, Lung, Long, Lot, Let, Lit, Law, Less, Look, Lap, Listen, Length, Leech, Laugh, Lamb, Lamp, Lizard, Light, Lingerie ...
Life...Never ending, lifetime learning lessons...
Anw...wanna say happy birthday to three beautiful girls whose birthdays fell on this week. Happy Birthday to Lorena, Shelley and Clara.. wish you all the best in life...
Last nite I attended a prayer gathering again...after soooooo long caught up with so many things. Sang this song that I almost forget....This morning I also attended a mass in my parish church, after almost two months went to St. James church in Kelapa Gadink. There's a sentimental nuance I felt when I stepped into the church. Maybe I was just being sentimental since I've known and been in this church since I was in kindergarten...or maybe I was just missing the athmosphere that I didn't feel at St. James...
Now I must use my last week on Woodside project to finish all the TDs and prepare for BP project...It's gonna be working like crazy again after this brief moment of blowing off some steam out of my engine... This is for You, my Lord...
Hillsongs - King of Majesty
You know that I love you,
You know that I want to know you so much more,
More than I have before
These words are, from my heart,
These words are, not made up,
I will live for you, I am devoted to you,
Pre-Chorus:
King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord,
Just to be with you my Lord,
Chorus:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,
Bridge:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul(echo)
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you(echo)
A little addition to the F words I managed to list on my previous post: File, Figure, Food, Faith, Fly, False, Frozen, Face, Fortune, Faint, Flip, Ferocious, Frown, Facade, Fruit, Fresh, Flank and Futsal!
Last saturday I played futsal again with some friends of mine. Dunno what got into me...maybe it's the emotions I need to express...I scored 6 goals that nite with still injured ankle. It's like arrrggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! But it felt good. After playing, we went to get some food. The 13 of us ended up eating fried rice in front of Gadink Mall. It was around 11 sth PM so there're only few people.... That nite, I slept like a baby.
This week highlights are probably the revelation I had about a girl that has been my cyber friend for more than a year. All this time she never willing to reveal her self (by reveal I mean to let me know what she looks like). I understand she has trust issue and with the history I have with her I thought that she'll only be a faceless friend whom I can have nice chats and exchange thoughts. I didn't know what move her to let me know what she looks like. She even gave me a link to her blog. It took me by surprise....
First I never, even in my wildest dream thought that she would give her blog link. I have asked about it a dozen times (maybe more) and she always refused. I respect her decision and content myself with these chats. My curious (and sometimes annoying) mind asked one question I could think of. What made her change her mind? unfortunately I'm not a mind reader and I quit playing mind games...so I just accept it without 'thorough investigation'....
Second, her pic was really really different with the images I have about her. Images that have been dancing around in my mind. They're all shattered in a moment when I saw her pic. She looked ingenuous, 180 degrees different with what I have expected...a cold, smart, sadistic with a little twist of bithcy-ness...The saying 'look can be deceiving' has proved it's validity once again. Never judge a book from its cover. Problem is.. I've seen the book content all the time while the cover itself still kept in the dark...;p
Third; I read her blog and I can learn more about her. I think from a blog we can read a person's character, how he/she thinks, how he/she perceives this world, this life. We're quite similar. We're both a pdf. I just quite surprised to read some of her posts. Never considered her character like that. She's really something.
Reminds me of Roxette's song that I posted some times ago...
'..and she has kept me wondering for so long...how did thing could go wrong...it seems to me that we are both the same...playing the same game....but as darkness falls this true love falls apart into a riddle of her heart...She's so vulnerable...'
About the 'L' word. Got a few that I could think of, first of all I wanna use Lesson. What lesson have I learned from all this? Persistence? Patience? Hey...it took more than a year for her to finally open up. There's saying from the legendary Godfather movie...True power cannot be given...it MUST be taken.... Well, I've come up with my own saying...trust cannot be given...it MUST be earned. But again like I've writtend in my previous post back then...at the end of the day, it still depends on the person itself whether that person choose to trust or not. There's nothing we can do except prove our trustworthiness.
Life, Live, Learn, Lesson, Lie, Love, Lust, Last, Lost, List, Least, Linger, Limb, Like, Lips, Lose, Loose, Loop, Leap, Lump, Lure, Lurk, Lung, Long, Lot, Let, Lit, Law, Less, Look, Lap, Listen, Length, Leech, Laugh, Lamb, Lamp, Lizard, Light, Lingerie ...
Life...Never ending, lifetime learning lessons...
Anw...wanna say happy birthday to three beautiful girls whose birthdays fell on this week. Happy Birthday to Lorena, Shelley and Clara.. wish you all the best in life...
Last nite I attended a prayer gathering again...after soooooo long caught up with so many things. Sang this song that I almost forget....This morning I also attended a mass in my parish church, after almost two months went to St. James church in Kelapa Gadink. There's a sentimental nuance I felt when I stepped into the church. Maybe I was just being sentimental since I've known and been in this church since I was in kindergarten...or maybe I was just missing the athmosphere that I didn't feel at St. James...
Now I must use my last week on Woodside project to finish all the TDs and prepare for BP project...It's gonna be working like crazy again after this brief moment of blowing off some steam out of my engine... This is for You, my Lord...
Hillsongs - King of Majesty
You know that I love you,
You know that I want to know you so much more,
More than I have before
These words are, from my heart,
These words are, not made up,
I will live for you, I am devoted to you,
Pre-Chorus:
King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord,
Just to be with you my Lord,
Chorus:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you,
Bridge:
Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul(echo)
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you(echo)
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