post #294
Darn Speedy...still not working. They just changed my number without prior notification and when I called the customer service at this time, it's always said, the CSs were busy....yeah right!!! @!#$%&$%#%##@$#^$%~!/+. This kind of time made me grateful that I always had contingency. CBN dial up came to the rescue. Yeah I couldn't stream youtube without lag, but at least I could write and chat.
In an effort to keep my mind occupied, watched The Mummy : Tomb of the Dragon Emperor yesterday with colleagues. One of them brought two of her friends. Dentist to be....they were quite cute also....ermmm....but the cutest one of course was Isabelle Leong...darnnnn she's soooooo cuteeeee.... I was mesmerized when I saw her in that crisp and clear, not to mention big Blitz screen. Maria Bello wasn't as beautiful as Rachel Weisz, too bad. But she reminded me of Kate Beckinsale in Pearl Harbor...the hair style, wardrobe and accent.....Ahhh...Kate....I miss you....
Today I was supposed to watch Nidji concert at La Piazza, but it was too crowded. Been trying to work hard...but my female colleagues were very good. They still could read my emotions that I'd been trying to conceal. Girls...they really had good intuition. Or was it just me, too tired to turn on that emotionless mode. Or probably the emotions were just too powerful to be concealed. Anw, went back early to go to La Piazza. I asked my friend in last minute, luckily he could and bring another company. But we ended up talking at Starbucks La Piazza....right at that corner spot....*sigh Then we're planning to go karaoke, but all the places were full (Friday nite, no wonder). Checked the movie schedule, we're late. So we went to a friend's house and talked there till almost midnite. We talked a lot. my homie talked about how he woke up in the morning and realized...he/she was not there anymore...that there's something missing in his heart. Yeah bro... I'd felt it too. It's just....missing....incomplete....
I was sleepy and tired...thanks to work....but I didn't wanna go to sleep. I was afraid to wake up, found another day....I didn't want the day to end, and probably by not sleeping, it wouldn't. But I know eventually....it would....no matter how hard I tried...no matter how much I wanted it not to...Time never waited for us and it never would.
Memories were playing in my head like a film without a sound when I rode Elisha home. I took her at 100 kph near Gading...the first time ever...I just wanted to feel that rush....didn't care about anything else, just that adrenaline shot flowing through my veins....energizing me to reminisce the places I went to before....the roads I took...the moments I really wish could have again...Artha Gading was passed in an instant...Wind screamed a thousand words I didn't understand, words that filled my lungs, wanted to break free but couldn't penetrate the fortress. Reminded me of Jay's song... I'm heading North...leaving the season that has you in it.... Ahhh... Elisha...we'd been through it all together...hot, rain, flood, morning, afternoon, evening, midnite....As I cruised the empty streets, I just couldn't help the flashbacks...as if they were just yesterday...Yesterday...all my problems seem so far away.... they're just dancing in my mind....teasing me with nostalgic slides....like the one I had on Saturday when I was back from Futsal game.
I don't wanna close my eyes...I don't wanna fall to sleep cause I'd miss you, baby....
John Mayer - When You Dreaming With a Broken Heart
When you dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering...
Was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not...
Cause she's gone...gone...gone..gone..gone
When you dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you with her crying eyes
Then all in once you had to say goodbye
Wondering
Could you stay, my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't...
Cause she's gone...gone...gone..gone..gone
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Would you get them if I did?
No you won't..
Cause you're gone...gone...gone..gone..gone
When you dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Darn Speedy...still not working. They just changed my number without prior notification and when I called the customer service at this time, it's always said, the CSs were busy....yeah right!!! @!#$%&$%#%##@$#^$%~!/+. This kind of time made me grateful that I always had contingency. CBN dial up came to the rescue. Yeah I couldn't stream youtube without lag, but at least I could write and chat.
In an effort to keep my mind occupied, watched The Mummy : Tomb of the Dragon Emperor yesterday with colleagues. One of them brought two of her friends. Dentist to be....they were quite cute also....ermmm....but the cutest one of course was Isabelle Leong...darnnnn she's soooooo cuteeeee.... I was mesmerized when I saw her in that crisp and clear, not to mention big Blitz screen. Maria Bello wasn't as beautiful as Rachel Weisz, too bad. But she reminded me of Kate Beckinsale in Pearl Harbor...the hair style, wardrobe and accent.....Ahhh...Kate....I miss you....
Today I was supposed to watch Nidji concert at La Piazza, but it was too crowded. Been trying to work hard...but my female colleagues were very good. They still could read my emotions that I'd been trying to conceal. Girls...they really had good intuition. Or was it just me, too tired to turn on that emotionless mode. Or probably the emotions were just too powerful to be concealed. Anw, went back early to go to La Piazza. I asked my friend in last minute, luckily he could and bring another company. But we ended up talking at Starbucks La Piazza....right at that corner spot....*sigh Then we're planning to go karaoke, but all the places were full (Friday nite, no wonder). Checked the movie schedule, we're late. So we went to a friend's house and talked there till almost midnite. We talked a lot. my homie talked about how he woke up in the morning and realized...he/she was not there anymore...that there's something missing in his heart. Yeah bro... I'd felt it too. It's just....missing....incomplete....
I was sleepy and tired...thanks to work....but I didn't wanna go to sleep. I was afraid to wake up, found another day....I didn't want the day to end, and probably by not sleeping, it wouldn't. But I know eventually....it would....no matter how hard I tried...no matter how much I wanted it not to...Time never waited for us and it never would.
Memories were playing in my head like a film without a sound when I rode Elisha home. I took her at 100 kph near Gading...the first time ever...I just wanted to feel that rush....didn't care about anything else, just that adrenaline shot flowing through my veins....energizing me to reminisce the places I went to before....the roads I took...the moments I really wish could have again...Artha Gading was passed in an instant...Wind screamed a thousand words I didn't understand, words that filled my lungs, wanted to break free but couldn't penetrate the fortress. Reminded me of Jay's song... I'm heading North...leaving the season that has you in it.... Ahhh... Elisha...we'd been through it all together...hot, rain, flood, morning, afternoon, evening, midnite....As I cruised the empty streets, I just couldn't help the flashbacks...as if they were just yesterday...Yesterday...all my problems seem so far away.... they're just dancing in my mind....teasing me with nostalgic slides....like the one I had on Saturday when I was back from Futsal game.
I don't wanna close my eyes...I don't wanna fall to sleep cause I'd miss you, baby....
John Mayer - When You Dreaming With a Broken Heart
When you dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering...
Was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not...
Cause she's gone...gone...gone..gone..gone
When you dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you with her crying eyes
Then all in once you had to say goodbye
Wondering
Could you stay, my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't...
Cause she's gone...gone...gone..gone..gone
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Would you get them if I did?
No you won't..
Cause you're gone...gone...gone..gone..gone
When you dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
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