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Vassili Zaitsej : "It's sad to have a dream you know won't happen."
Dare to dream. Work hard, struggle, do everything you can to achieve the dreams. Succeed or die....What if we dream too high, expect too much but the dreams never came true.....they even seemed got further...harder to reach? Wouldn't be heartbreaking? Some people I know, wouldn't dare to dream because of this reason. Why bother dreaming if in the end it'd only lead you to disappointment?
Weren't we supposed to also look at ourselves and set dreams that were feasible to be realized? But...if that so...were they could still be called dreams?? Or were they just simply targets?
And if we hold back ourselves from dreaming, weren't we losing one motivator in living our lives? Weren't the dreams we had that helped us kept going...no matter how hard it seemed. Because we had hope, we had these dreams that we wanted to achieve...?
Beside in the end...I believe it didn't really matter whether you achieve them or not...but the journey itself mattered more....the lessons learned in chasing those dreams....friends, things we encountered, we experienced, laughters, tears, sweats...all in unique moments...
Tania : "Why shouldn't it?"
Another thing...we don't know the future...those dreams, Why shouldn't they come true? The ones that seemed impossible to reach, might be achieved... I think the risk of disappointment and hurt were quite insignificant compared to the joy when we reach those dreams....These weren't supposed to keep us from dreaming.
Above lines were taken from Enemy At The Gates. A very good movie. Took setting at WW II. Rachel Weisz looked so beautiful in it (as she always did...too bad she didn't join Brendan Fraser in Mummy III). Watched it on Saturday after took Elisha for the routine check up. She's on fire again afterward. The mechanic praised her engine sound that still like new one. Of course... I always gave her the best. Every cent I spent for her seemed really worth it. I wouldn't trade you for another, newer, sexier model, Elisha... I love youuuuuuuuuuu.....
Managed to pay the inet bill, before I forgot to do it. Took Karen to get her flat tire fixed. Relaxed a bit, then went to Gadink. Met a friend I haven't seen in almost a year...probably more than a year. She looked stunning. Her face was not as chubby as I remembered and oh boy.....I was reminded again how tall she was, plus white. Met her only for a few minutes, wanted to watch a movie...but not in the mood to watch alone so I just went back home after ate lunch.
Took an afternoon nap, something I haven't done lately. Woke up and got a call from Panda. Short story I went to Dante and we talked till Gadink closed. My other friend was also there with his friend. He realized that we're also at Dante when I sent him sms...lolzz...
Woke up early on Sunday and went to attend the first morning mass at my parish church. It felt good...it's been few months since I 'left' and attended mass on other churches, St. James mostly. Coincidentally (was it coincidence?), the pastor who presented the mass was a teacher. His sermon was good...talked about cross. Went to Mangga Dua Square, there's a family event there. I had an appointment with two friends at Gadink, so I left early, drove like crazy...about 30 minutes to Gadink. Probably it's because I drank about half of bottle of Red Wine...or was it more? Ermm...it's surely more than 10 glasses...I could feel my cheeks were getting red and warm...I drove like Schumi...lolzzz...
Arrived at Gadink a bit late (traffic was bad), watched Bangkok Dangerous...standard story, funny haricut...Charlie Young was ok...met this friend of mine again, talked for a bit...then went to Dante. Talked quite much about life, about how we often looked at other people and got jealous ....David's words somehow reminded me...knocked me a bit...yeah....thanks man....I love you guys!! Too bad Bowo couldn't join us. The second movie we watched was Babylon AD....so so...too many things skipped.
"Aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu"
The Massiv's song accompanied our steps while we're walking down from the theater. Then another hit was sung... *sigh...I love live music
"Kau membuatku berantakan
Kau membuatku tak karuan
....
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
Cinta ini membunuhku..."
Then we went home...remembering we all had another weekdays to survive....Till next week guys...
Been watching lot of movies recently. TV serials were starting to queuing... it's September already. Gossip Girl, Prison Break...and Heroes season 3 would soon be aired....but with this hectic work schedule I had....I really had to manage my time carefully....today was one of the busiest days...so many things need to be done, newbies need to be supervised....argghhhhhhhhh.......I'd get through this...
Talking about dreams....last couple of days been dreaming bout her...so vivid, yet I didn't know what n why. Was it suppressed thoughts and emotions, making it's way from the unconsciousness dungeon, knocking every inch of my conscious mind walls? *sigh....
Vassili Zaitsej : "Afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about you. It made me smile. And then I thought, of all the men who would get to hold you, who'd make you laugh.....how lucky they were. And now I'm the one lying next to you."
In the end, Vassili's dream came true
Mine...still...
How bout yours?
No one knew I was looking at you
No one....
Tommy Page - I'm Always Dreaming of You
I remember noticing you
No one knew that I was looking at you
Kept a disguise for fear inside you didn't feel it too
Couldn't tell you what it was you did
Your presence made a standing still in time
Taken by your stare I said a prayer someday you'll be mine
Well someone was watching, someone was listening
someone answered me
Now that I found you I can't live without you baby
oh baby
I'm always dreaming of you
(I'm always dreaming of you)
You're on my mind
(you're on my mind)
everywhere I go
(everywhere I go)
and baby don't you know
just what my world's been going through
(just what my world's been going through)
I try to stop my thoughts
(try to stop my thoughts)
but that would be a lie
(that would be a lie)
and I can't deny it's true
I'm always dreaming of you
(I'm always dreaming of you)
Nothing seems to matter anymore
Everyone I meet is not you (no one compares to you)
Life's not the same
I don't complain now that love feels true
Well someone was watching, someone was listening
someone answered me
Now that I found you I can't live without you baby
oh baby
I'm always dreaming of you
(I'm always dreaming of you)
You're on my mind
(you're on my mind)
everywhere I go
(everywhere I go)
and baby don't you know
just what my world's been going through
(just what my world's been going through)
I try to stop my thoughts
(try to stop my thoughts)
but that would be a lie
(that would be a lie)
and I can't deny it's true
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
You're on my mind
(you're on my mind)
everywhere I go
(everywhere I go)
and baby don't you know
just what my world's been going through
(just what my world's been going through)
I try to stop my thoughts
(try to stop my thoughts)
but that would be a lie
(that would be a lie)
and I can't deny it's true
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
Vassili Zaitsej : "It's sad to have a dream you know won't happen."
Dare to dream. Work hard, struggle, do everything you can to achieve the dreams. Succeed or die....What if we dream too high, expect too much but the dreams never came true.....they even seemed got further...harder to reach? Wouldn't be heartbreaking? Some people I know, wouldn't dare to dream because of this reason. Why bother dreaming if in the end it'd only lead you to disappointment?
Weren't we supposed to also look at ourselves and set dreams that were feasible to be realized? But...if that so...were they could still be called dreams?? Or were they just simply targets?
And if we hold back ourselves from dreaming, weren't we losing one motivator in living our lives? Weren't the dreams we had that helped us kept going...no matter how hard it seemed. Because we had hope, we had these dreams that we wanted to achieve...?
Beside in the end...I believe it didn't really matter whether you achieve them or not...but the journey itself mattered more....the lessons learned in chasing those dreams....friends, things we encountered, we experienced, laughters, tears, sweats...all in unique moments...
Tania : "Why shouldn't it?"
Another thing...we don't know the future...those dreams, Why shouldn't they come true? The ones that seemed impossible to reach, might be achieved... I think the risk of disappointment and hurt were quite insignificant compared to the joy when we reach those dreams....These weren't supposed to keep us from dreaming.
Above lines were taken from Enemy At The Gates. A very good movie. Took setting at WW II. Rachel Weisz looked so beautiful in it (as she always did...too bad she didn't join Brendan Fraser in Mummy III). Watched it on Saturday after took Elisha for the routine check up. She's on fire again afterward. The mechanic praised her engine sound that still like new one. Of course... I always gave her the best. Every cent I spent for her seemed really worth it. I wouldn't trade you for another, newer, sexier model, Elisha... I love youuuuuuuuuuu.....
Managed to pay the inet bill, before I forgot to do it. Took Karen to get her flat tire fixed. Relaxed a bit, then went to Gadink. Met a friend I haven't seen in almost a year...probably more than a year. She looked stunning. Her face was not as chubby as I remembered and oh boy.....I was reminded again how tall she was, plus white. Met her only for a few minutes, wanted to watch a movie...but not in the mood to watch alone so I just went back home after ate lunch.
Took an afternoon nap, something I haven't done lately. Woke up and got a call from Panda. Short story I went to Dante and we talked till Gadink closed. My other friend was also there with his friend. He realized that we're also at Dante when I sent him sms...lolzz...
Woke up early on Sunday and went to attend the first morning mass at my parish church. It felt good...it's been few months since I 'left' and attended mass on other churches, St. James mostly. Coincidentally (was it coincidence?), the pastor who presented the mass was a teacher. His sermon was good...talked about cross. Went to Mangga Dua Square, there's a family event there. I had an appointment with two friends at Gadink, so I left early, drove like crazy...about 30 minutes to Gadink. Probably it's because I drank about half of bottle of Red Wine...or was it more? Ermm...it's surely more than 10 glasses...I could feel my cheeks were getting red and warm...I drove like Schumi...lolzzz...
Arrived at Gadink a bit late (traffic was bad), watched Bangkok Dangerous...standard story, funny haricut...Charlie Young was ok...met this friend of mine again, talked for a bit...then went to Dante. Talked quite much about life, about how we often looked at other people and got jealous ....David's words somehow reminded me...knocked me a bit...yeah....thanks man....I love you guys!! Too bad Bowo couldn't join us. The second movie we watched was Babylon AD....so so...too many things skipped.
"Aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu"
The Massiv's song accompanied our steps while we're walking down from the theater. Then another hit was sung... *sigh...I love live music
"Kau membuatku berantakan
Kau membuatku tak karuan
....
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
Cinta ini membunuhku..."
Then we went home...remembering we all had another weekdays to survive....Till next week guys...
Been watching lot of movies recently. TV serials were starting to queuing... it's September already. Gossip Girl, Prison Break...and Heroes season 3 would soon be aired....but with this hectic work schedule I had....I really had to manage my time carefully....today was one of the busiest days...so many things need to be done, newbies need to be supervised....argghhhhhhhhh.......I'd get through this...
Talking about dreams....last couple of days been dreaming bout her...so vivid, yet I didn't know what n why. Was it suppressed thoughts and emotions, making it's way from the unconsciousness dungeon, knocking every inch of my conscious mind walls? *sigh....
Vassili Zaitsej : "Afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about you. It made me smile. And then I thought, of all the men who would get to hold you, who'd make you laugh.....how lucky they were. And now I'm the one lying next to you."
In the end, Vassili's dream came true
Mine...still...
How bout yours?
No one knew I was looking at you
No one....
Tommy Page - I'm Always Dreaming of You
I remember noticing you
No one knew that I was looking at you
Kept a disguise for fear inside you didn't feel it too
Couldn't tell you what it was you did
Your presence made a standing still in time
Taken by your stare I said a prayer someday you'll be mine
Well someone was watching, someone was listening
someone answered me
Now that I found you I can't live without you baby
oh baby
I'm always dreaming of you
(I'm always dreaming of you)
You're on my mind
(you're on my mind)
everywhere I go
(everywhere I go)
and baby don't you know
just what my world's been going through
(just what my world's been going through)
I try to stop my thoughts
(try to stop my thoughts)
but that would be a lie
(that would be a lie)
and I can't deny it's true
I'm always dreaming of you
(I'm always dreaming of you)
Nothing seems to matter anymore
Everyone I meet is not you (no one compares to you)
Life's not the same
I don't complain now that love feels true
Well someone was watching, someone was listening
someone answered me
Now that I found you I can't live without you baby
oh baby
I'm always dreaming of you
(I'm always dreaming of you)
You're on my mind
(you're on my mind)
everywhere I go
(everywhere I go)
and baby don't you know
just what my world's been going through
(just what my world's been going through)
I try to stop my thoughts
(try to stop my thoughts)
but that would be a lie
(that would be a lie)
and I can't deny it's true
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
You're on my mind
(you're on my mind)
everywhere I go
(everywhere I go)
and baby don't you know
just what my world's been going through
(just what my world's been going through)
I try to stop my thoughts
(try to stop my thoughts)
but that would be a lie
(that would be a lie)
and I can't deny it's true
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
I'm always dreaming of you
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