post #317
On an island…among a thousand islands.
That was the original title for this post. But I felt it’s outdated coz I went back from the island three days ago and since that days changed in unbelievably fast pace. There’s a lot that I wanted to write, but now it seemed those things weren’t as appealing as they had been and I felt that my brain was not in writing mode.
From the exhausting, record breaking (my own personal) futsal game on last Saturday, went to MoI and Artha Gadink on Sunday, inspirational sermon on Sunday afternoon, then went to a small island for three days. Well it was two days effectively, since it took about almost half a (working) day for the trip.
The island itself was very well organized. The sea was very clear. Unfortunately I didn’t really have the time to enjoy it since I went there to work…One thing for sure, it’s very windy. And when you looked at the vast sea all around, you’d realize (once more) that human is so small compared to mother nature. There was a draft of a detailed journal while I was on the island, but I was toolazy tired to look for it. It was nice to have a change of scenery, to see the real sea instead of the ordinary sea of concretes that I saw almost everyday. It gave some kind of rejuvenation.
Went back toreality the city on Thursday, feeling quite vigorous, yet tired at the same time. Strange, I know…There was already another assignment waiting, but I had to make a closure on this one before getting there. Went back to the routines made me feel like there’s something missing. All the rush…it’s like we’re going on in a circle…chasing every temporary high…then after reaching it, chasing another one…and another one…and another one…Went karaoke that night with some colleagues and friends, but either the time was too short or what…it didn’t feel quite as fulfilling as it usually did.
Came Friday and the day just passed. Watched Heroes season 3, ep 8-10. The story was getting more interesting. Kristen Bell was credited as special guest stars. Even watched Red Cliff, Center Stage 2 which I finished today, but still it felt like I didn’t really enjoyed them. I didn’t really feel the passion…they’re just like something to kill the time.
Was it all because the fatigue? Or was I having my pms? *lolzzz… I read somewhere, forgot where; that men also had their cycle, just it didn’t as regular as women. Hmmmm….I guess it’s my break down time. Probably all I need was a quality rest, to wash away this fatigue.
On an island…among a thousand islands.
That was the original title for this post. But I felt it’s outdated coz I went back from the island three days ago and since that days changed in unbelievably fast pace. There’s a lot that I wanted to write, but now it seemed those things weren’t as appealing as they had been and I felt that my brain was not in writing mode.
From the exhausting, record breaking (my own personal) futsal game on last Saturday, went to MoI and Artha Gadink on Sunday, inspirational sermon on Sunday afternoon, then went to a small island for three days. Well it was two days effectively, since it took about almost half a (working) day for the trip.
The island itself was very well organized. The sea was very clear. Unfortunately I didn’t really have the time to enjoy it since I went there to work…One thing for sure, it’s very windy. And when you looked at the vast sea all around, you’d realize (once more) that human is so small compared to mother nature. There was a draft of a detailed journal while I was on the island, but I was too
Went back to
Came Friday and the day just passed. Watched Heroes season 3, ep 8-10. The story was getting more interesting. Kristen Bell was credited as special guest stars. Even watched Red Cliff, Center Stage 2 which I finished today, but still it felt like I didn’t really enjoyed them. I didn’t really feel the passion…they’re just like something to kill the time.
Was it all because the fatigue? Or was I having my pms? *lolzzz… I read somewhere, forgot where; that men also had their cycle, just it didn’t as regular as women. Hmmmm….I guess it’s my break down time. Probably all I need was a quality rest, to wash away this fatigue.
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