February

Two days from my birthday. Just another dull day at work. Can’t send emails. The internet is very slow…most of the times I can’t even open a single webpage. Very boring. It’s been great lately, beside all the problems at work. I’m listening to Savage Garden Hold Me at the moment. I’m still tired coz yesterday was very full day. Work, and then went to Curtin Alumni Dinner. The dinner was fabulous, the food was delicious and the people who attended the dinner were friendly n warm. Talked with Julie, hearing story from Deborah, etc. Got back home and went straight to store and finally slept at 1 AM. It’s okay though, I had so much sleep on Sunday. I slept like a pig, finally.

Saturday was also very tiring but also exciting day. Went to play badminton, for the first time in 2006 I believe. And then went to Plaza Indonesia to have a gathering with WGers. My sis came along but not for long, she soon went with her friend. Met LG, bastian 78 and bo tat in person for the 1^st time. We had great time and talked about lots of stuffs and most of the times we just joking around. There were also WG KA kids who had gath there. Met TezChan n her friends, but coz I didn’t know much about comic n anime so we didn’t talk much. Conan, Yosep and their friends also came to PlazIn to have lunch. Out tables were side by side. DJ Arya came at about 4 sth PM…only to meet PapanGilesan, shella, comy and the others. Then we went back, I dropped LG at her grandpa’s house and then went back to Ex to meet Livia, Hendra, Harris, Rini, and Irwan. We hung out at Gelare till 7 PM then Livia invited me to have a dinner with her parents at a restaurant called house of Baba or sth like that. But it was full so we ended up having dinner at Sari Kuring Batu Ceper. It seemed that me and Irwan were the only ‘outsider’ in the dinner…;p Went back home at 10 sth PM.

The week before Saturday was a normal, quite dull one. Nothing much to do coz the email n the internet was unreliable…I forgot when I bought the DVDs but I also watched Wedding Crashers, Bone Collector, Unfaithful and two other I forgot coz they weren’t very good. I bought the DVDs at Ambasador, when I was shopping at C4 w Grace. Underworld Evolution is playing on cinemas now. I’m gonna watch it asap. Well I’m gonna end here. I’m planning to give Thesaurus to P. She might find it useful.

There's no song that suit this post...

Thanks to the Lord

I’m currently listening to True Worshipper’s Bersyukurlah pada Tuhan at this moment. That’s what I want to say…It’s been an incredible week. Started on Monday, January 16, 2006. Read this excellent vacancy on the Canadian Embassy and I was very interested. So I pushed myself to learn the material for CCNA. Well didn’t work very well coz it needed practical approach. And then I called Novi n Regina at Bhinneka to ask about IBM ThinkPad R51e price etc. I eliminated the other candidates so there were only 2 candidates left, ThinkPad R51e and NEC Versa E3100 1700DW. Factors that were taken into consideration include price. ThinkPad only cost US$ 899, while NEC cost US$ 1298. I needed extra money to upgrade the memory and buy additional accessories such as 1GB memory, mouse, kensington lock, and a backpack. And about the deisgn, I like IBM (actually it’s Lenovo now) much better cause it’s more stylish. It looked elegant, simple and professional.

On Wednesday I had a meeting on ASEAN Foundation, met Mr. Niko, he was very friendly and still young. I managed to squeeze some time to go to Mangga Dua to see ThinkPad R51e and NEC Versa display. I found a store that had ThinkPad on its display. I got a very good look on ThinkPad and I liked it. It’s not heavy, not like I had imagined it would be. So on my way back to the office I called Agus and confirmed to buy ThinkPad. He gave me a very good price. I asked him to upgrade the memory, but he said he didn’t have the memory in stock. I might have to wait to get it. I asked him when can I get the notebook. He said I can get it in the afternoon. So I went to Pinangsia after office hour. The traffic jam at P Jayakarta was very awful. I arrived at Pinangsia at 6 sth PM. Agus waited for me. I tried the notebook. It was excellent. Talked to him for a while, found out that he already had a gf…wow. Then I went back home. N tried the notebook at home. I was very pleased with it, though it only I even got the bag. But I prefer backpack anyway.

At Thursday I transferred some money to pay Agus. Nothing eventful happened on Thursday, so it just passed like usual. Friday morning I went to Binus to give my CV at Binus Career. I applied for MT-IT position at ACC. Coming to Binus always brought fond memories…sigh.. Went to the office at 9 AM, arrived at office at almost 11 AM. Then at about 11 sth AM the disaster came. All of the computers in my office was attacked by viruses. I practically had nothing to do. Played pool in lunch time at La Forca. The day went by slowly and it was very very dull. Went back home early and wathed Coyote Ugly. It was good movie. I watched the 1st 60minutes and then went to store. Continued watching after I got back from store. There was Alex Band The Calling singing Wherever You Will Go in one of the scene. There was also Lee Ann Rimes’ Can’t Fight The Moonlight. Bridget Moynahan was different in the movie. She looked wild n sexy, very different with her roles in Serendipity, The Recruit, even in The Sex And The City. In overall, it was good movie. Went to sleep at about 1 AM I think.

Then came Saturday, the busiest day in whole week. Woke up at 7, took a bath then went to ASEAN Hall to play badminton with double Julius, Dicky n Budi. It was incredible. Played till 11 AM and then went to TA to get my pic at Freeze Frame. Then I went to Gramedia, bought some posters and called Diana. She was at TA too. I met her and we had a cup of coffee at Reed. After that I went to Ii Awan’s to get mom’s stool n plants, and also some cookies…It was another hectic traffic near Roxy. I had to cancel my plan to go to King Foto cause it was already 3 PM. So I went home, hurried to Ramayana to buy a tie, got a nice shirt as well. Then I took a bath, went to make passport size photograph. Then attended the afternoon mass. I went home feeling very exhausted. It’s been over a month since I last played badminton and it got me feeling so tired. But it was good….damn good.

Woke up at about 9.30 AM… that’s when the misery started. My right arms, upper n lower, my right side shoulder, my calves were throbbing. It seemed I pushed myself too hard on Saturday. So on Sunday I was just relaxing..Took a nap and then watched Stealth using my new laptop….yippieee….my new lappie…. Jessica Biel was beautiful in the movie and I was pleased that my lappie display was excellent though it was an action movie with lots of explosions and fast scenes. Yeahhhhhh….

Yesterday I got some great surprises. First Grace called me n she said that she will start to work tomorrow (which is today) and then she came in the afternoon. The second was a phone call from Accenture. I was very surprised to hear from her again. She asked me when I can join them. I was flattered n excited cause in the morning, my director just gave another blow saying that internet access for sales maybe limited to one PC. It just pushed me more to leave immediately. It was raining very hard yesterday. I got home a lil bit late, at about 6.30 PM. Then I copied some of my data (read collection) to my 120 GB HDD. After that I went to store, got back n went online to send email to PC Plus and Accenture.


Today’s went quite well. Went to the office at 6.48 AM, ate breakfast at office. Yeah, today’s Grace’s first day at work. Accenture called me again, arranged for tomorrow. Played pool at La Forca…well so far that’s about it.

Thank you God, for the job opportunities, notebook, badminton, all the little things that have happened…..for everything.

These are inspired by Coyote Ugly.


Leann Rimes - Can't Fight The Moonlight

Under the lovers sky
Gonna be with you
And no one's gonna be around
If you think that you won't fall
Well just wait until
'Til the sun goes down

Underneath the starlight, starlight
There's a magical feeling so right
It will steal your heart tonight

chorus:
You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
but you know, but you know
That you, can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark, you'll surrender your heart
But you know, But you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight..No
You can't fight it...
It's gonna get to your heart

There's no escaping love
Once a gentle breeze
Weaves a spell upon your heart
No matter what you think
It won't be too long
'Til you're in my arms

Underneath the starlight, starlight
We'll be lost in the rhythm so right
Feel it steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, But you know
That you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark, you'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight...No
You can't fight it...
No matter what you do
The light is gonna get to you


Don't try, you're never gonna win, oh

Underneath the starlight, starlight,
There's a magical feeling, so right
It'll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist, try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark, you'll surrender your heart,
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it

You can try to resist, try to hide from my kiss
But you know, don’t you know that you
can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark, you'll surrender your heart,
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it

It's gonna get to your heart...


The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own.

Chorus
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a greater wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you

Chorus

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time

Chorus

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

Deep Thoughts Trilogy Part III

I begin this post with a little reflection about the events that happened to me in 2005. Lots of things happened in the year of 2005. At the beginning of 2005, I started to work at ETOJ. Watched Smallville seas 3. In February I succeeded in passing the thesis exam with an excellent mark. Livia n Hendra came to Jakarta and I met Hendra irl for the first time. We went to Dufan together and had a great time there. Watched Smallville seas 4. In March for the first time I managed surpassed my sales target. Things went quite steady in April. I got close to a girl but I didn’t go through after some careful consideration. I joined WG in April and became a very active member. In May I attended KRK in PRJ. In June I met this guy I knew from WG. He’s working in Taiwan at the moment. Lots of birthdays in June….started playing badminton. July is graduation month…finished watching smallville seas 4, continued from the smallville that Liv brought me back in February. August is TELKOM month. Got huge deal…and also knew La Forca pool n lounge for the first time…YM was blocked. September…amazing month. Went to a retreat in the beginning of September…met an Angel, became active member in PD. God touched me once again. October, knew Midori..got passport…went to Perth for the first time in my life, an unforgettable experience. It really changed my point of view, opened my eyes. November, still in Perth, when I got back in Jakarta I started to watch DespH. December, finishing DespH, surprise from Grace, work took unexpected change, a rather disappointing changes.

I start this new year by finishing my long postponed trilogy. In this last part I wanna talk a little bit about God. I only talk a little bit coz actually all of my posts after my 2^nd part of this thoughts trilogy have already said so much about God. Do you believe in God? About the idea that there’s a divine power that transcend human minds? About something that way beyond our senses and intelligence to understand? As a person who believe in God, I can say that all the things that happened to me in last year (actually in whole my life) were somehow already been planned by this mysterious entity. All that I’ve accomplished such as graduated with excellent grade and got good job were His gifts to me. I also believe He’s the one who allowed me to make a passport, get a visa and fly to Perth in just 3 weeks time. Looking from the eyes of a non-believer they would say that they’re all luck, nothing else. I’ve learned many things last year, experienced new things that helped me to grow to be a better person. I believe all the little things that have happened are parts of a beautiful plan in my life. The problem is I haven’t got any clue where they lead me. I always think that there’s something more to life. We all search for happiness. We all play a role in our life. Does a person who has all the money in the world happy? Does a person who’s famous and adored by lots of people happy? I don’t know. I just know that there are something missing, even when we get it all. Last Friday I went to prayer community in my church and I felt this joy, a different kind of joy that I can’t find in other places. I believe we all need balance in our life, not just pursuing materials, but we also have needs concerning our spiritual side, whether we’re believe in God or not. I’m gonna make this short coz it will be a never ending debate if we want to talk about the existence of God. I prefer to say that it’s a matter of choice, which I really respect. Coz I think morality doesn’t depend on whether you believe in God or not. If you choose to believe, then He really exists. If you choose not to believe then no matter who’s telling you or what proof given to you, for you, He just don’t exist. The question is now, what do you believe?

Affirmation by Savage Garden

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye(Repeat 2)

Laura n Olga, you’re so beautiful

Today’s 30^th December 2005. The last working day in 2005. It also happens to be Friday. There are some highlights in this week. I still visited La Forca regularly. It was Robert Kingkong birthday on Dec 26. On Dec 27 I picked my sis at the airport. She’s back from Perth. Yesterday was Kelvin’s bday. I also got a great news yesterday. It turned that L’OREAL can produce the PO so I achieve this quarter target and also this year target. Wow…. I made it. In my first year I managed to achieve the target. Thank you so much God. I already gave up on this but He really showed that there’s nothing impossible. I talked to the MIS Mgr last week and he said that he couldn’t give the PO in Dec but yesterday I got his email saying the PO can be picked at the receptionist. God’s blessings are incredible. Yeahhhhhh……

Yesterday I also found out that Olga Lydia was one of the owners of La Forca. And the most shocking thing is that I once shook her hand when I was playing there. It was about last week. I played there w David, Indro n Pak Hardy. There was some kind of video shooting, n the model was beautiful. I didn’t know that it was Olga at the time. She’s friendly and said “Hi”. I said “Hi” too and shook her hand. She had flawless body. When I read her FS profile yesterday and David told me, I barely believed it. I thought she was just a model that they hire to promote La Forca. DAMN!!!! I meet Olga in person and shook her hand but I didn’t know that it was her…. I was so so so stupid…..I should asked her if she’s willing to take a picture with me. DAMNNNNN!!!!!!! I was such an idiot….. I just hope I can meet her again sometimes n when that time comes I’ll make sure I get to take pictures w her. She’s more beautiful in person.. Arggghhhhhhhhh…………

Today it’s like family day. David’s wife came to our office, Mbak Uchin’s daughter also came. I could make testimonials for KR, Indro n David. We practically don’t have anything to do since there are lots of companies that already close. Today’s also Kristin Laura Kreuk’s birthday. She’s 23 now. It’s been more than 3 years since I watched Smallville. She’s still sooooooo beautiful..ahhh….

Today I also have a gathering with WG’ers. Acham called Vie and I talked to him for awhile. I confirmed for this afternoon. Andy William’s Love Song is being played right now. Reminded me of Pauline. She looked slimmer in her FS pictures. Her birthday is also in December. So many people that I know whose birthday in Dec. Stani, Pauline, Nelly, Jeffry, VOC, Dave SH, Robert, Caca, Kelvin and also Laura (though I actually haven’t met her, but let’s just assume that I know her…;p)

New year is coming. It’s time for another one year reflection. What accomplishment that I’ve achieved this year. There were some GREAT times, and there were also some down times. But I can really feel God’s love throughout this year. I hope I can do better and better next year.. Be good, be better, be the best, be better than the best!!!!

Coz today’s a special day for Laura, I would like to dedicate this beautiful song for her coz she’s just so beautiful and gorgeous. I also dedicate this song for Olga Lydia, you’re also beautiful and down to earth….

Darren Hayes - So Beautiful

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are..
So Beautiful

Yeah darlin' you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful


I really love this beautiful song at the moment. Thank you God for this beautiful year..

Just Another Phase

Just finished reading harry potter n the half blood prince. A very surprising ending with Dumbledore’s death and Snape finally showed his true self. I have been reading Harry Potter since I was in Perth at October and now, almost two months after, I got to finish it. It’s kinds sad that Dumbledore must die, but I think it opened new possibilities that the book won’t have to end on the 7^th series.

I also already finished Desperate Housewives last week. It was marvelous. Too bad Re had to die. This week was really Pool’s week. Mon – Fri I always played. I’m getting good at it….quite good. But the thing is just like my holiday in Perth, Smallville, Desperarte Housewives, and Harry Potter, it’s just another phase. Another stage, another chapter in my life. What will my life be?

“..I don’t wanna wait, for our lives to be over. I want to know right now what would it be.. I don’t wanna wait, for our lives to be over. Will it be yes or will it be…..sorry?”
Paula Cole’s song (OST Dawson Creek)..

Reminds me of Dumbledore’s saying in Harry Potter, “It’s the unknown that we fear from death and darkness”

About Someone

Teruntukmu hatiku, ingin ku bersuara
Merangkai semua tanya, imaji yang terlintas
Berjalan pada satu tanya slalu mengangguku
Seseorang….. itukah dirimu, Kasih?

Kepada yang tercinta inginnya kumengeluh
Semua resah di diri, mencari jawab pasti
Akankah seseorang yang kuimpikan kan hadir?
Raut halus menyelimuti jantungku

Cinta, hanyalah cinta…hidup dan mati untukmu
Mungkinkah semua tanya kau yang jawab
Dan tentang seseorang, itu pula dirimu
Ku bersumpah akan mencinta

Akankah seseorang yang kuimpikan kan hadir?
Raut halus menyelimuti jantungku

Cinta, hanyalah cinta…hidup dan mati untukmu
Mungkinkah semua tanya kau yang jawab
Dan tentang seseorang, itu pula dirimu
Ku bersumpah akan mencinta…….

The lyric above is Anda’s Tentang Seseorang… a great song…I love the words….
Will someone that I’ve dreamed of come in my life? Someone….

“…Somebody save me, let your warm hands break right through. Somebody save me, I don’t care how you do it. Just stay, stay, come on…. I’ve been waiting for you…”

Maybe I should start to look, not just wait…..

Linkin Park - My December

This is my December, This is my time of the year
This is my December, This is all so clear
This is my December, This is my snow covered home
This is my December, This is me alone

*
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you

**
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

*, **

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Yeah…I would give it all away….just to have someone to come home to...just haven’t found that someone…. I feel that there’s something missing…and yet don’t know what it is. My perspective has been changed dramatically since my holiday in Perth….

made this blog in middle of Dec....n right now Stacie's song is playing on the background....there's reallt gotta be something more to life....more to.... more to life........ more to............life

Desperate Housewives vs Harry Potter

Like I said in my previous post, lately I’ve been addicted to Desperate Housewives. It’s a very brilliant and entertaining serial. The story and dialogues were just flawless. I’ve been watching since Nov 25 and now I’ve reached ep 21. Three more episodes to go. Because of this serial, I put aside my Harry Potter reading session. I’ve read until chapter 18 (page 300 something), but Desperate Housewives was very alluring it made me keep watching. Damn..it’s really addictive. There’s one character that I like the most from the 4 desperate housewives. She’s Bree Van De Kamp. I really love her character, Marcia Cross played it beautifully. There’s this one line that I remember the most, it was when Rex saw her trying to fix some kind of mug (They’re separated at the time), and Rex said to her why don’t just buy a new one. Her answer snapped me; She said, “I’d rather fixing what I already have”. A very smart line, really fit with their marriage situation. There’re lots of other brilliant lines that I won’t be able to quote all. Well, too bad in three more episodes I’m gonna finish watching it. Then I have to get back to Harry Potter and other reading session.

I didn’t come to the office at Thursday and Friday, due to my grandma’s loss. I went to Husada on Thursday, folded some papers (which was supposed to be money for the person who passed away) with Koko Sese n Suta. Went back from Husada at around 11
PM, but I still managed some time to watch DespHousewives. At Friday I went to Nirwana crematorium.

Yesterday was cleaning up day. I cleaned up my cupboard, organized the CDs and the papers. Cleaned my room afterward, and went to attend the afternoon mass. Finally got the blessings for my English bible. After the mass was finished, I saw that there were some blind men who’s singing gospel. It really hit me. I always ask for so many things in my prayer. I want so many things in my life that sometimes I just forget to be grateful of what I already have. A healthy body with no physical disability, isn’t that already a gift? Seeing those men reminded me to be grateful for what I have and try not to demand for so much more. I believe that God wanted to remind me that I already lucky to have fully functional eyes. That’s a thing about human. We just seem never satisfied with what we already have. I know that we can’t evolve if we’re just happy with what we already got, but I think sometimes we just have to lay back, counting all the blessings that we have already enjoyed.

Last nite I also heard Savage Garden’s (later I found out that it was supposed to be Darren’s) song, So Beautiful played on Sonora. I heard this song 1^st time at Tuesday; if I’m not mistaken, on my way to ICRC. From the 1^st time I heard it, I like it. Darrren’s voice was really beautiful. I went online and looked for the lyric and I got it. Reading the lyric really made me like the song even more. Unfortunately I haven’t been able to get it and also Darren’s latest album.

Today I brought my car to a car wash. I left it there and played WE for a while at Jef. I took my book which I forgot to bring back from last week. Eddy came at around 10 AM. I went back home at 10.30 AM. Went to Gadink at 11.30 AM to watch Harry Potter. Arrived there at about 12 PM, there were already quite lot of people queuing to get the ticket. I stood in the line and finally got the ticket with good seats for the 4 PM show. Robert came at around 1 sth PM, We went to Gramed for a while and then played pool until 3 PM. Ate at Gadink 3 food court and then watch Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. It was excellent. Compared to the last Harry Potter, it was far beyond. Hermione (I mean Emma Watson) was getting more and more beautiful. After that we separated, Robert went with his gf, I went back home and now sitting in front of my pc writing this blog. I guess that’s all for these last 4 days. It’s been great. At this moment, I still like Peterpan’s Tak Bisakah. I also finally got the MP3 and the lyric.

Peter Pan - Tak Bisakah

hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu
Selalu, selalu dalam hatiku
Ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu
Selalu engkau di dalam hatiku

Ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
Berharap temukan sisa hatimu
Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
Mengerti kau di dalam hatiku

reff:
Tak bisakah kau menungguku
Hingga nanti tetap menunggu
Tak bisakah kau menuntunku
Menemani jalan hidupku

Ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
Berharap temukan sisa hatimu
Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
Mengerti kau di dalam hatiku

Dara kau menjadi hidupku
Kemana kau tahu isi hatiku
Tunggu sejenak aku di situ
Jalanku jalan menemukanmu

reff

this blog was made in early Dec, but i haven't got the time to publish it back then....