post #183
Part 1: Opening
Another busy week. It feels like my life just revolves only around working and sleeping. The only social interaction I've had is with my colleagues, usually talking about work. It's been months now since the last time I hung out with my homies. Agus has already been asking me when we'll go karaoke again. David has also been busy with his work, thus we don't have much (or should I say any) time to spend together. The only thing that keeps me in balance maybe the movies I watched last weekend after I, Tomz and Cybelle went to Atmajaya mourning house to pay last respect to Mira's father who passed away almost two weeks ago. Working such a long hours have made my mind become numb. I usually have some idea to write on my blog, but lately, it seem hard to find. Or when I found it, but I got distracted again by work and it's gone. Days seem to pass very fast and all the sudden another week has passed. I can barely remember what was I doing last sunday. I think I was watching Boy and Girl Thing. Lite and entertaining comedy movie with simple yet good moral message. Not to mention Samaire Armstrong looked very beautiful in that movie. Then there's Next with Nicolas Cage and Jessica Biel. It'd be nice to have Nicolas Cage ability, which is to see the future (well although it's only for two minutes ahead). It may be handy in approaching a girl..lolzzz. Luckily I didn't have to come in to the office yesterday, instead I took the chance to sleep like a pig, something I haven't done in quite some time. Instead I watched Smallville season 6. Finally wrapped it up last nite. No more crush on Kristin Kreuk. After more than 5 years, it finally fades away.
Part 2: Main
Today is sunday. It's not ordinary sunday, well at least for a particular person who's celebrating her birthday today. How many years has it been? It's almost been 9 years. Time do flies. There's a reason why I choose Ecclesiastes Three for this blog entry. Not just because the main idea for this entry is about timing. It's been three years since my last relationship. It took three years since I broke up with my first gf to have another gf. Both my crushes were born in June. Both girls that liked me born in September. Both my ex-girlfriends born in December. Hmmm....is this some kind of pattern? My mind unconciously looking for December born girl to be my gf while in the meantime crushing for June born girl? Is it something to do with the horoscope (Yeah right... *chuckle)? Then who's gonna be my third (and hopefully last) gf?....hmmmmm
Well like I said, today's her birthday. It's nice to remember how liking someone can be such a good motivator, beside anger. Quoting Ecclesiastes 3:1, There's an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
There's a time to like someone...
A time to hold back our feelings...A time to move on...
I remember there's a nice line in a movie (forgot which one), "You may not control your emotions, but you can control your actions". Yeahh..sometimes liking someone is an unlogical thing. You may not know what makes you like that person, you just do. Though maybe that person is very different from you, or very similar... Okay so you like a person. Then what? .......... (please fill in the blanks..lolzzz)
A time to hold on...A time to let go....
A time to work my ass off...hahahaha
A time to write blog...
A time to hang out with friends...
A time to enjoy solitude....
Relating to Mira's loss, a time to mourn....
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
1: There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
2: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant.
3: A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to tear down, and a time to build.
4: A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
5: A time to scatter stones, and a time to gather them; a time to embrace, and a time to be far from embraces.
6: A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away.
7: A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to be silent, and a time to speak.
8: A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
Part 3: Closure
So...what time is it for now?
I think it's time to take a break from writing blog, work and get a gf...lolzzz
I need to gather more inspiration from things life have taught me, from the voices inside my head and write it in my blog since lately I've been numb and life has been in mono.
Happy Birthday to you know who....wish you all the best in life... you were my fire...the one desire....believe when I say, it's better that way...
Part 1: Opening
Another busy week. It feels like my life just revolves only around working and sleeping. The only social interaction I've had is with my colleagues, usually talking about work. It's been months now since the last time I hung out with my homies. Agus has already been asking me when we'll go karaoke again. David has also been busy with his work, thus we don't have much (or should I say any) time to spend together. The only thing that keeps me in balance maybe the movies I watched last weekend after I, Tomz and Cybelle went to Atmajaya mourning house to pay last respect to Mira's father who passed away almost two weeks ago. Working such a long hours have made my mind become numb. I usually have some idea to write on my blog, but lately, it seem hard to find. Or when I found it, but I got distracted again by work and it's gone. Days seem to pass very fast and all the sudden another week has passed. I can barely remember what was I doing last sunday. I think I was watching Boy and Girl Thing. Lite and entertaining comedy movie with simple yet good moral message. Not to mention Samaire Armstrong looked very beautiful in that movie. Then there's Next with Nicolas Cage and Jessica Biel. It'd be nice to have Nicolas Cage ability, which is to see the future (well although it's only for two minutes ahead). It may be handy in approaching a girl..lolzzz. Luckily I didn't have to come in to the office yesterday, instead I took the chance to sleep like a pig, something I haven't done in quite some time. Instead I watched Smallville season 6. Finally wrapped it up last nite. No more crush on Kristin Kreuk. After more than 5 years, it finally fades away.
Part 2: Main
Today is sunday. It's not ordinary sunday, well at least for a particular person who's celebrating her birthday today. How many years has it been? It's almost been 9 years. Time do flies. There's a reason why I choose Ecclesiastes Three for this blog entry. Not just because the main idea for this entry is about timing. It's been three years since my last relationship. It took three years since I broke up with my first gf to have another gf. Both my crushes were born in June. Both girls that liked me born in September. Both my ex-girlfriends born in December. Hmmm....is this some kind of pattern? My mind unconciously looking for December born girl to be my gf while in the meantime crushing for June born girl? Is it something to do with the horoscope (Yeah right... *chuckle)? Then who's gonna be my third (and hopefully last) gf?....hmmmmm
Well like I said, today's her birthday. It's nice to remember how liking someone can be such a good motivator, beside anger. Quoting Ecclesiastes 3:1, There's an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
There's a time to like someone...
A time to hold back our feelings...A time to move on...
I remember there's a nice line in a movie (forgot which one), "You may not control your emotions, but you can control your actions". Yeahh..sometimes liking someone is an unlogical thing. You may not know what makes you like that person, you just do. Though maybe that person is very different from you, or very similar... Okay so you like a person. Then what? .......... (please fill in the blanks..lolzzz)
A time to hold on...A time to let go....
A time to work my ass off...hahahaha
A time to write blog...
A time to hang out with friends...
A time to enjoy solitude....
Relating to Mira's loss, a time to mourn....
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
1: There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
2: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant.
3: A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to tear down, and a time to build.
4: A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
5: A time to scatter stones, and a time to gather them; a time to embrace, and a time to be far from embraces.
6: A time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away.
7: A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to be silent, and a time to speak.
8: A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
Part 3: Closure
So...what time is it for now?
I think it's time to take a break from writing blog, work and get a gf...lolzzz
I need to gather more inspiration from things life have taught me, from the voices inside my head and write it in my blog since lately I've been numb and life has been in mono.
Happy Birthday to you know who....wish you all the best in life... you were my fire...the one desire....believe when I say, it's better that way...
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