Worry Nomore

post #238

Nothing much this week, basically just the same with the last one, it just had a little twist. Okay the first thing I wanted to write was I finally went to Mary Mother of Carmel church again and it was exactly three months after the last time I had been there. The last time before yesterday was January 12, 2008, at Dave's wedding. It was Saturday too. And to add the coincidence, the pastor was also the same. Talking about coincidences....Anyway, it still the best church I've ever been into.

The second thing was after worrying about almost a week, I could finally breathe easy again. After the sudden death of my office laptop, on Monday I tested it using my colleague's battery and it worked fine. Then (thanks to my a lil bit too much curiosity) I plugged in my power adapter. It shut down instantly. Then I removed the battery, tried with my colleague's power adapter. It went well, I managed to copy a folder that contains my current project files. But when I turned it on again, there was a power interruption and it failed to start up. The problem was, my HDD was encrypted with this corporate encryption software. As a result, it couldn't even get into the Windows. It kept restarting itself. It's because of the encryption software. And to add my shock, my recovery key was not found in the server. The point was there's a big chance that I'd lost all the data in the HDD. I was like...... *speechless. All the data, emails, files from previous projects, MP3, movies, etc. It's like I was gonna lose some fragments of my life. It never occurred to me before that it could happen, that stupid battery/power adapter that just didn't function properly out of nowhere.

So for the next 4 days I was working using an old laptop. It's so slowwwwww. But on Friday I got this IM from the IT officer at my office: 'xxxxx, Thank God your HDD can be decrypted. I am retrieving your data at the moment'. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I almost jumped with joy. lolzzz..... *phewwww.....that was close. But I had to sacrifice the C: drive. Well, never mind, I'd be only losing some programs (I can install them again), and some interesting bookmarks I kept in the Mozilla.

During previous week, I'd been thinking was this incident my penance? Hmmm....probably. Do you believe in coincidences, or is there some master plan behind all things happen in our lives? There's a saying : 'Coincidences is God's way to be anonymous'

Still in the spirit of coincidences, yesterday at MBK, I met this girl that really looked like Yuni. And this morning when I was cleaning up my room, I found this book 'Don't Sweat Small Stuffs In Love', which was a birthday present from her on my 18th birthday. Wow...it's been ages. Time does fly so fast. I looked into my box and there they were. All the letters she sent me, still there.

Michael Buble's song, Home played in my mind...esp the part 'I've been keeping all the letters I wrote to you you wrote to me...' I read some of them and they gave me chuckles. Memories....Like a cool breeze in hot weather. Memories....are all I have....

Yesterday, I also went to TA for the first time after......I forgot how long it had been. Met Robert and his friends. We ate at Sushi Groove. The Yakiniku Bee Bim Bab sucked (big time). Overcooked rice and plain taste. Such a appetite killer. One of his friends reminded me of Sandra Dewi a bit, esp when she's talking. Nice and attractive girl, but why does she still single? Ermmmm.... I should ask the same question to myself.... lolzzzz....

Anyway....no more worries now. Tomorrow I'm gonna get my office laptop back. Worry no more!


Rob Thomas - Lonely No More

Now it seems to me that you know just what to say
But words are only words, can you show me something else?
Can you swear to me, that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel, more than ever baby

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

Now It's hard for me, when my heart still on the mend,
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
Can you sing to me, and it's harmony, girl what you do to me is everything,
Make me say anything, just to get you back again, why can't we just try?

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

What if I was good to you? What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you 'til I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise? And what if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life, to find some way to stand beside you?

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't, I don't, I know, I know,
I don't want to be lonely anymore