Midnite Mind Maze

post #236

"...My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel
Of that I'm sure
She smiled at me on the subway church
She was with another man
But I won't lose no sleep on that night
'Cause I've got a plan..."

Just got back from church...Got there five minutes before the mass started. Met this so lovely n cute girl...I was like...oh boyyyyy.....Sat next to her and I could steal some glances....*talking about distraction, huh? *Sorry God.... fair and smooth skin, beautiful eyes, cute face and voice, nice proportional figure, great legs and calves.....wearing this one piece skirt?? (I dunno the name the clothing style she wore) and pink shoes. Her feet thumb was colored red, both of them....

"...Yes, she caught my eye
As I walked on by we sat next to each other
She could see from my face that I was fuck#ng high mesmerized,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'til the end..."

The mass didn't feel that long...though it lasted two hours...lolzzz...I had this urge to ask her cellphone number...but then my mind quickly devised few scenarios..I felt like Nicolas Cage in Next when he's trying to get Jess Biel's attention, the difference was that I wasn't able to know the result of each scenario so I dismissed all of them. She looked so young...too young...I assumed she's in high school...I didn't see any prospects (yet)...she just really caught my eyes in the moment...

"...You're beautiful, You're beautiful,
You're beautiful, it's true,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you..."

Well...she really succeeded in getting my attention, though not entirely...But still she'd score high in physical appearance term. She's just adorable....And I've never seen her before. Was it a sign that I met her? Should I have asked her number? Maybe I'd ask her number if she looked a lil bit older...or maybe not :D Life is like this maze. One choices lead to another...and another...and so on. You can't go back to change your previous made choices, you have to face the consequences of the choices and they lead to different events and results. I chose not to go on with it and the choices led my to this...writing this blog...if I had asked her number, maybe I wouldn't be doing this, instead I would be texting her at the moment....flirting around...lolzzz....Ermmm.....tricky....

"...But it's time to face the truth.
I will never be with you..." *Singing this while walking home under shimmering full moon

Btw....Happy Easter everybody...
Be good..be better...