Bandung

I’m still sleepy…Yesterday I went to Bandung For the first time after so many years. Got few meetings with clients there. Went to Bandung with my manager at 7.15 AM, using my company’s car. Luckily it came with a driver. We took Cipularang toll road. The view was quite beautiful. Arrived at Pasteur at 8.50 AM. Very fast. And then went to Telkom Japati. Arrived there at 9.40 AM. Had a meeting with TELKOM HR Manager until 11 AM. And then went to say hi to a friend of mine who’s working at telkom. After that we (me n my manager) ate lunch at Sindang Reret. It was very nice restaurant. The place was comfortable, elegant, and the price was quite cheap, compared to similar restaurants in Jakarta. We ate rice, Gurame Goreng Cobek, Pepes Ikan Teri, Cumi Goreng Tepung, Paru Goreng, and Karedok. I also ordered Putri Geulis, the restaurant’s special drink. The food was very delicious. Yummy…..If you happen to go Bandung, you should check this place out. I highly recommend it. After lunch we went up to Gegerkalong. Had another meeting there. I could see a couple of factory outlets on our way up. After we got there, we had to wait for about 30 minutes or so. I almost fell to sleep coz it was very comfy..hehehehe. And then we had out last meeting till 3PM. And then we went down. Stopped by at snack corner for a while. Bought some snacks for mom. I looked for Brownies Kukus (a friend of mine asked me to look for it) but at snack corner the brownies was not to good, so I didn’t buy it. Instead, I bought her Cheese Roll (I asked her this morning whether she likes cheese or not…luckily she does..). After that we went back to the office…The traffic was awful, we caught up in rush hour…I took some sleep in the car. Felt very tired coz I had only slept about 5 hours. Arrived to the office at 6.45 PM. My impression of Bandung, it’s nice, quite small city (maybe I hadn’t really explored Bandung…). Looked really like Jakarta, except for some historical (old n antique) buildings that I believe were heritage from the Dutch colonial and the license plates…lol. No buses, the road sign can be really confusing for a newcomer like me. And the girls were quite pretty. Went back to home, and I found out that I had a problem with my computer. Disk read error. Damn…I really must format it and erase all the partition…so I went to bed at 9PM and finally got some decent sleep. It’s been exciting n exhausting day. I only managed to write a testimonial for Rafaela. I can know her much better coz of this one song, She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. I really love this song. It reminds me of my last days at campus in December 2004. Saturdays with Irwan n Agus, Kampus Kijang….*sigh*.. Everytime I go to karaoke place, I surely sing this song. It’s a must song. Now, everytime I hear this song, it doesn’t only remind me of those days, but also reminds me of Rafaela...a clever n beautiful girl... this song is for you.... (Irwan n Agus...I'll give you something else, okay???)

She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

chorus :
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay a while
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my doors always open
You come anytime you want

Chorus

And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window,Knock on my door
I wanna make you feel beautiful

Chorus

And she will be loved
And she Will be loved(Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)

I dont mind spending everyday ( Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)
Out on your corner in the pouring rain (Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)
(Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)(fades out)

Graduation Day…(Another Commencement)

It’s all over. My university was times officially over today. (Sigh) This morning I went to attend morning mass. There was a visit from Vincentius Orphanage. At 10.30 AM went to JCC. Arrived there at 11.30 AM, lots of cars and it’s quite difficult to get parking space. Went in, met Eddy and his parents. Took some pictures and as time went by my other friends came. The girls looked different today. Most of them looking much more beautiful then they used to be. If girls put some make up, they can really be a totally different person. From VC, Iing, Indah, VY, Yanti, Laura, and other girls than I hadn’t notice..till this day…hehehehe damn…Binus had quite a lot beautiful girls actually…*big grin*.. We took tons of pictures. It was very overwhelming. The graduation ceremony started at 2 PM. As I had said before, I got #609. My neighbors were Limanto (#608) and a cute girl named Siandari (#610). Limanto was one of the best graduates with Hendrawati. I saluted both of you. I waa also one of the best graduates, therefore my parents got a VIP seat in the right wing. And then there was this speech from graduate representative. She gave an excellent speech. Very touching. Just like her, I was also experienced so many emotions. Happy, Proud, Sad, and other feelings that words couldn’t describe. After the ceremony, took some pictures at King Photo stand just outside the function hall. I was being a one day celeb, lots of my friends wanted to take pic with me. Maybe because I was one the best…lol. (Sigh) Good bye my university times. I’m gonna miss you. As much as I want to stay like this forever, I can’t. We can’t. We must go on, embracing the life that lie before our eyes. Quoting Matrix Revolution : “Everything that has a beginning, has an end”. Surely this is the end. But it’s only the end of my university times, not the end my learning times, coz learning is never done. It’s not the end of the friendship that I have with my friends (miss you guys….), coz friendship never dies. It’s just the end of one chapter in my life…a chapter that has been a significant part in my life….To all of my friends, I’d like to dedicate this song…

Graduation (Friends Forever) by Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause were on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cuz you don't have another day

Cuz we're moving on and we cant slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didnt know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and well we got real blue,
Stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,
We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair...

And this is how it feels...

chorus :
As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?,
Will we still remember everything we learned in school,
Still be trying to break every single rule?(every single rule)
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye,(not goodbye)
Keep on thinkin its our time to fly,

And this is how it feels...

chorus

la,la,la,la... yeah, yeah...la, la, la, la
We will still be,
Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
AND SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE WE'RE WOMEN AND MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?,
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye
Keep on thinking its our time to fly...


chorus 3 x

It’s Over… by Commencement

………….. (silence). There’re so many things on my mind right now. I start with Smallville. At Thursday, I watched episodes 19-21. They were very very good.There are some clever lines that I still remember from those episodes.

In Blank, when Clark lost his memory, he still instantly mesmerized by Lana..Chloe said : The heart remember better than the brain. And also Clark’s line : This time it’ll be different. Beside that, it’s fairly good episode.

In Ageless, Clark and Lana were caught up in the situation that Jon n Martha Kent had been before when they found this special baby. There were also some great scenes which really put Clark in Jonathan position, especially about the relationship between a son, father, and biological father. It’s brilliant.

In Forever it’s about last day in high school. A kid who didn’t want to end his high school days. Another great episode. I have to admit, sometimes I want things to be just the way the are. I want to be in university forever..But it’s impossible. Life must go on. In this episode there’re also some great lines. The one that I remember the most is Jonathan : As much as I loved my father, a part of me still resents him for needing me that much..that’s not the kind of father I ever wanted to be.. And Clark’s answer was really……it made me stunned.

Yestrerday didn’t have time to watch Smallville coz I went to church to attend this seminat about Eucharist. Today I woke up late, but manage to get to ASEAN hall at 9.30 AM. Played badminton w Tirta, Julius, David. Ate lunch together w Tirta, we talked about quite few things, specially about tomorrow. Tomorrow is the big day. My graduation day. Went home and watched the season finale, Commencement. It’s immensely satisfying. But it left a big question mark which is very intriguing. Can’t wait to watch the 5^th (and the last???) season. The season opening and finale were usually the best episodes. Smallville season 1 started with a meteor shower. Now in the season 4 finale, it was ended with another meteor shower. It’s fantastic. The end scene was beautiful. It’s kinda funny that I got Smallville season 4 ep 12-22 in this week. The timing is impeccable. Sometimes I think my life is somehow connected with Smallville. Tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation day and today I watch commencement. Somehow the episodes fit in my life chapter. It made love smallville even more. In couple of hours, I’ll have my bachelor degree officially. (Sighing..) And it’ll be over. I’m gonna miss those times. I already am (sighing)…Well, I’m gonna get some sleep..I leave you with Smallville theme song, Save Me.

Save Me by Remy Zero

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
When they pull you under,
And i would give you any thing you want
You were all I wanted
All my dreams are fallin' down
Crawlin' round (and round and round)

chorus:

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay, stay, come on
I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pull me under
And i would give you anything you want
You were all i wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawlin round (and round and round)

repeat chorus

All my dreams are on the ground
Crawlin' round (and round and round)

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I dont' care how you do it
Just stay here with me

I’ve made this whole world shine for you
Just stay, stay, come on
I'm still waiting for you

I really LOVE this song..Kristin’s face in Smallville opening.

btw..today is also bluefairy's birthday..Happy Birthday for her........i already sent her sms and ecard...best wishes for you girl...

You and Me, Clana

Last nite Jef went to my house. He wanted to use my digicam to take a pic of him. He also brought Smallville seas 4 DVDs, 5th n 6th disc. Yeah!!! After he went back home, I watched episode 17:Onyx (originally aired at April 13, 2005) and episode 18:Spirit (Originally aired at April 20, 2005). It was good to be able to watch them not long after they were aired (3 months is fast compared to a year). They were fantastic. Episode 18 was all about prom. Reminded me of Season 1 ep 21:Tempest...Erica Durance was gorgeous in the prom scene. And the ending scene was excellent..Lifehouse was the guest star in the show and they appeared as music band for the prom. "You And Me," "Come Back Down," "Blind" n "Undone" were the songs they played. And when Clark asked Lana to dance:

Clark: My I have this dance?
Lana: I thought you'd never ask....

Lifehouse played You and Me. It was very good....Clark finally got what he wanted from his first year of high school. To have a prom dance with Lana...I went to sleep at 12.40 AM with a smile on my face......


You and Me by Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

* :
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

*,
And me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive


Thanks to Gerry who gave me this MP3 and also sing365 to provide the lyric

A Step Into The Past

Speaking of going back to the past…two days before I found this picture on my computer. A picture of the girl I was talking about in my June 24^th 2005 post. I won’t tell her name, but I give you the privilege to see her. It was one of the best pics of her. I think she’s very gorgeous in this pic. Looking at her in the pic reminds me of one time when I went to her house and she wore this amazing outfit…people say that we shouldn’t stick t the past…but memories are all I have…so let me cherish that memories and see them as beautiful part in my life journey…..this song really express my feelings the 1^st time I knew she had bf… I Say This Beautifully by PeterPan (Translated to English by Divine Distinction).

I Say This Beautifully by PeterPan

I say this beautifully, hurtfully, my heart is hollow
It seems like the wound keep coming
You gave me this different feeling, maybe I was wrong
To think that it was love

* :
But my heart always praised you
Too much praised you
Always praised you

You broke my heart, broke it again
You broke my heart to see you
You lighten up my soul, but you kept me in the dark
You broke my heart to see you

*,
Made me fall over and over again
Made me feel things that never happened
All the best things that had passed
All the things stopped without I ended

You made me fall over and over again
You made me feel things that never happened
All the best things that had passed
All the things stopped without I ended

*,
You broke my heart, couldn’t take it anymore
You broke my heart to see you
You lighten up my soul, but you kept me in the dark
You broke my heart to see you

You broke my heart, broke it again
You broke my heart to see you
You lighten up my soul, but you kept me in the dark
You broke my heart to see you

You broke my heart, broke it again
You broke my heart to see you

You broke my heart, broke it again

You broke my heart, broke it again
You broke my heart, broke it again
You broke my heart to see you

(if you know a better translation please let me know)

Working Days..Go Back To The Past

I just woke up. This week has been quite exhausting. Last Sunday I watched Varsity Blues and Sorority Boys. Lite movies with simple n clear moral message. Watching Varsity Blues made me remember about Dawson’s Creek (the main char was James Van Der Bee kaka Dawson Leery). I like that serial so much, the one thing I waited for every Wednesday night in my high school days. Good times went by so fast. Mon to Wed nothing special, just David ordered some Cds online and they turned out to be good. At Thursday, I felt like working. I mean, once again I was so busy making quotation, proposal and handling telephone calls from client, so I didn’t have the time to really chat on YM It felt good, to be really working again….lol…..Same thing happened at Friday. I was also busy making quotations etc. Friday was also the last day for Shendy and Andi Setiawan (my wortkmate). Shendy got another job at Kawan Lama, a supplier for ACE Hardware and her new workplace was much nearer than the one she left. Andi Setiawan went abroad and helped his uncle in managing his business. Friday was also the first time in my history that I must spend 6 hours to get home. Yes, it took me a very long 6 hours just to get home. It was all because starting at 4PM rain fell heavily. It continued to fall like that till almost 8 PM. I left office at 5.45 PM, I was very worried because when I walked to my car, the road was already flooded and it’s quite deep, almost reached my knees. Luckily my parking spot was a lil bit higher so it wasn’t (or hadn’t been yet…) flooded. The traffic jam near office was awful, but it’s common, and then it became worse. I was stuck in the road. At 8 sth PM I only got to near Tugu Tani. And the other problem that I had was that the fuel was almost empty. I turned off the AC, light and radio and the engine sometimes since sometimes it didn’t move for a half an hour or so. I even got the time to took a quick nap several times along the way. It was the worst traffic jam I’ve ever experienced. With intense fuel conservation, I finally manage to get to the nearest gas station at Sunter, I filled the gas..full tank. Arrived at home at 11PM. It was absurd…but what can I say…I quickly went to sleep. Yesterday as usual I went to play badminton, stopped by at campus to buy butterfly tie (I don’t know the English for dasi kupu…hehehehe) for my grad day. After that went back home and took a long nap till afternoon. Went to attend mass helped mom a lil bit and went home. And sleep once again. Jefry sent me sms that smallville seas 4 DVDs was already avail at Glodok, I’m gonna go to his house after this to borrow the DVDs…I know he must already finish watching them since I already gave him ep 1-11. Here I give you Jay’s song, Go Back To The Past (English Title). It was this week’s song. I didn’t know how it started, but I kinda addicted to this song for this week. It’s slow and made me reminisce about the ol’ good times I had. Okay, I’m gonna go to Jef’s house now…

回到過去

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) Lyricist: Liu Geng Hong (劉耕宏)

一盞黃黃舊舊的燈
時間在旁悶不吭聲
寂寞下手毫無分寸
不懂得輕重之分

沉默支撐躍過陌生
靜靜看著凌晨黃昏
妳的身影
失去平衡
慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盤旋
該往哪我看不見
也許愛在夢的另一端
無法存活在真實的空間


想回到過去
試著抱妳在懷裡
羞怯的臉帶有一點稚氣
想看妳的看的世界
想在妳夢的畫面
只要靠在一起就能感覺甜蜜


想回到過去
試著讓故事繼續
至少不再讓妳離我而去
分散時間的注意
這次會抱得更緊
這樣挽留不知還來不來得及
想回到過去

思緒不斷阻擋著回憶播放
盲目的追尋仍然空空盪盪
灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一轉身孤單已躺在身旁

Hui dao guo qu

yi zhan huang huang jiu jiu de deng
shi jian zai pang men bu keng sheng
ji mo xia shou hao wu fen cun
bu dong de qing zhong zhi fen

chen mo zhi cheng yue guo mo sheng
jing jing kan zhe ling chen huang hun
ni de shen ying
shi qu ping heng
man man xia chen

hei an yi zai kong zhong pan xuan
gai wang na wo kan bu jian
ye xu ai zai meng de ling yi duan
wu fa cun huo zai zhen shi de kong jian


xiang hui dao guo qu
shi zhe bao ni zai huai li
xiu qie de lian dai you yi dian zhi qi
xiang kan ni de kan de shi jie
xiang zai ni meng de hua mian
zhi yao kao zai yi qi jiu neng gan jue tian mi

xiang hui dao guo qu
shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu
zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu
fen san shi jian de zhu yi
zhe ci hui bao de geng jin
zhe yang wan liu bu zhi hai lai bu lai de ji
xiang hui dao guo qu

si xu bu duan zu dang zhe hui yi bo fang
mang mu de zhui xun reng ran kong kong dang dang
hui meng meng de ye wan shui yi you bu zhi duo dao na qu
yi zhuan shen gu dan yi tang zai shen pang

Mom's Birthday

Today is a very special day. It’s mom’s birthday. I’m speechless. I can’t find perfect words for her, so I just dedicate this song for her. Happy Birthday Mom, I Love You….

The Perfect Fan by Backstreet Boys

It takes a lot to know what is love
It's not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

Chorus:
You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

Chrous

You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would
Always be there
I wanna thank you for that time
And I'm proud to say you're mine

Chrous

Cause mom you always were
Mom you always were
Mom you always were
You know you always were
Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

I love you mom. You’re really an angel God sent for me..

15. 8 Days

First of all, I would like to congratulate my friend Agus, who now has become Bachelor of Computer Science. Last Saturday, he had his thesis ‘trial’, I watched it and he passed. Congrats man!! After that we played pool at Metro. It’d been a long time since I last played there. I ordered Iced Lemon Tea and it was the best iced lemon tea I had ever drunk. The flavor was just right. After shooting some balls we went home. Later in the afternoon I attended the 6PM mass and went straight to store. Nothing eventful on Sunday, just went shopping with mom. We went to Diamond Gadink and C4 Pulomas. I bought Executive shirt and formal pants, coz they’re having this discount and the price was quite cheap. After that the next week had been quite exciting. At Monday I had my first WG gathering. It was fun. We met at PS. I went there with viechien, then we ate together with other WG member such as shella, cool mom, bowie, kuroro, wiedz, frog, nugie, DJ Arya, and the famous uting. We talked like we’re friends from a long time though it was the first time we met IRL (at least that was my first IRL encounter). It’s kinda amazing how you can make friends through the internet. Tuesday went slow, nothing special, just another day calling the clients, making quotation and YM conference. Wednesday I had this meeting with a law firm; their office was very neat, very comfy. And then at Thursday got some problems with invoice thing and my computer was infected by spyware. Luckily it’s my office computer that was infected. Friday, had general meeting, went home at 7 PM, stopped by at C4 Ambasador to buy cake ingredients for mom. And the last, yesterday I woke up late. I was supposed to wake up at 6.30 AM, but I woke up at 7.10AM, I went to ASEAN Hall immediately. Played badminton till 11 AM. Tirta came yesterday, and he really sparked things up, coz he was very good at badminton. It was very good. I was tired, but I felt healthy. When I was walking to Bakmie Bromo to eat, I met Andrainy. And then we went to Glodok (I wanted to buy medicine for mom), and then to ITC Mangga Dua (she wanted to buy contact lens). Took a quick nap as soon as I arrived at home.

Speaking about shopping, it reminds me of Shania Twain’s song, Ka Ching. With all the hypermarkets spreading all over Jakarta, we become more and more consumptive. Not to mention about credit card. It makes us buy things that we want to buy, but not necessarily need to have. I felt this when I was at Diamond and C4, I wanted to buy pants, racket for playing badminton, wrist band, new pair of shoes, etc. I had the money, but did I really need all of that? Fortunately my rational mind had won the battle and defeated that impulse buying urge. Well…I guess that’s all. I supposed to have an appointment with an instructor at Celebrity Fitness at Gadink, but I think I must cancel that appointment. I still feel exhausted and I better save my energy for the following 5 days of work. As usual, I leave you, my faithful blog reader with a song. I think this song is excellent and it has a moral message for all of us. Ciao….

Ka-Ching by Shania Twain

We live in a greedy little world
that teaches every little boy and girl
To earn as much as they can possibly
Then turn around and spend it foolishly
We've created us a credit card mess
We spend the money we don't possess
Our religion is to go and blow it all
So it's shoppin' every Sunday at the mall

* : chorus
All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store
Can you hear it ring
It makes you wanna sing
It's such a beautiful thing
Ka-ching!
Lots of diamond rings
The happiness it brings
You'll live like a king
With lots of money and things

When you're broke go and get a loan
Take out another mortgage on your home
Consolidate so you can afford
To go and spend some more when you get bored

*

Let's swing
Dig deeper in your pocket
Oh, yeah, ha
Come on I know you've got it
Dig deeper in your wallet
Oh

*

Can you hear it ring
It makes you wanna sing
You'll love to dream
With lots of money and things
Ka-ching!

A New Day Has Come

Welcome July. Lots of things will happen in this month. For starter, The US Independence Day. But the most important is my mom’s birthday. I’ll talk about it later. Today is Friday. The first day in July. I arrived late to office coz I stopped by at Bank Ekonomi to get the voucher. Yesterday I had chatted with Widya (got her id from Novi), Grace, n other friends. I also had another YM conference. I got this new spirit in writing blog, thanks to Widya. We chatted and I told her that I had a blog and she was quite enthusiastic to see it. I gave her the URL and she read it. She’s the first person who read it eagerly. She said she wanted to make one but she found it quite difficult to start, that she enjoys posting a short comment like in a forum more. I said to her, “ A Journey of a thousand miles begin with first step” (One thing that I remember the most from Lion King, beside Elton John’s Can You Feel The Love Tonight..hahaha). If she read this post I hope I can encourage her to start her own blog, as she gave me new energy to write more and better blog.

The other thing that new today was that I finally bought a digital camera. My first digital camera. I bought Nikon CoolPix 3700 for 2.580m (Include another original battery, 512MB Ultra Fast SD Card, and a camera pouch). It was a good deal. I’m very happy right now. Now I can take as many pictures as I want, shoot vidclips, in short, expanding my creativity…hahahahahahaha. Since I started working, I found myself wiser in spending my money. Yup, you got that right. MY money. It feels good to finally make my own money. Though I’m not fully independent, but still this is a good step towards that. I have known how hard it is to make a living. It’s not easy to be an adult person, to be mature. Indonesian saying, “Tua itu pasti, dewasa itu pilihan”. As an adult, we have more freedom. I mean, we all make our own decisions, but we also must realize that we also have to face the consequences of every decision we make. Life is not about chances. Life is all about choices and consequences. Well, I wont bore you with this whole adult/mature thing, like I said life is about choices. You live your own life, you get your own choices. The point is I’m happy that I bought Nikon. I’m gonna explore it’s feature.

A new day, new month, a new contact on YM (Widya….*big grin*), a new camera, a new gf (I wish…..lol). Everyday is a new day. Everyday is a gift.


A New Day Has Come by Celine Dion

A new day
A new day

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

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Hush, love
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

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Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun...

A new day has... come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness,
I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

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A new day has...

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A new day has... come

Ohhh, a light
Hush, now I see a light in your eyes
All in the eyes of the boy

I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Hush, now
a new day
Hush, now
a new day