Fatigue

post #317

On an island…among a thousand islands.
That was the original title for this post. But I felt it’s outdated coz I went back from the island three days ago and since that days changed in unbelievably fast pace. There’s a lot that I wanted to write, but now it seemed those things weren’t as appealing as they had been and I felt that my brain was not in writing mode.

From the exhausting, record breaking (my own personal) futsal game on last Saturday, went to MoI and Artha Gadink on Sunday, inspirational sermon on Sunday afternoon, then went to a small island for three days. Well it was two days effectively, since it took about almost half a (working) day for the trip.

The island itself was very well organized. The sea was very clear. Unfortunately I didn’t really have the time to enjoy it since I went there to work…One thing for sure, it’s very windy. And when you looked at the vast sea all around, you’d realize (once more) that human is so small compared to mother nature. There was a draft of a detailed journal while I was on the island, but I was too lazy tired to look for it. It was nice to have a change of scenery, to see the real sea instead of the ordinary sea of concretes that I saw almost everyday. It gave some kind of rejuvenation.

Went back to reality the city on Thursday, feeling quite vigorous, yet tired at the same time. Strange, I know…There was already another assignment waiting, but I had to make a closure on this one before getting there. Went back to the routines made me feel like there’s something missing. All the rush…it’s like we’re going on in a circle…chasing every temporary high…then after reaching it, chasing another one…and another one…and another one…Went karaoke that night with some colleagues and friends, but either the time was too short or what…it didn’t feel quite as fulfilling as it usually did.

Came Friday and the day just passed. Watched Heroes season 3, ep 8-10. The story was getting more interesting. Kristen Bell was credited as special guest stars. Even watched Red Cliff, Center Stage 2 which I finished today, but still it felt like I didn’t really enjoyed them. I didn’t really feel the passion…they’re just like something to kill the time.

Was it all because the fatigue? Or was I having my pms? *lolzzz… I read somewhere, forgot where; that men also had their cycle, just it didn’t as regular as women. Hmmmm….I guess it’s my break down time. Probably all I need was a quality rest, to wash away this fatigue.

2 Weddings + 1 Week = 3 Days

post #316


I bet you’re wondering what’s with the title?
Well…since I was in a very hectic and tight schedule, I’d just write briefly.

Two weddings that I meant were my high school friend’s wedding on Saturday and my colleague’s wedding on Sunday. On Saturday after went to the doctor for first checkup after the eye surgery. Went to St. Therese to attend the afternoon mass since I wouldn’t be able to go on Sunday. Went there with Eddy and his gf. Reminded me of two years ago when I received my confirmation sacrament. The place still looked classic, a bit old though ;D.

Went to Yenni’s wedding after that. There were few faces I recognized, but didn’t really know them well back in high school, so we just had a little chit chat. Then Livia came with Hendra and… *drum rolls…* Clarissa… Boy she’s 9 months already. Her father told me that she’s quite a gadget freak…well, I could see where she got that…lolzzz. There were several times when she hold my fingers…and I looked, amazed when realizing how a hand that small (well she could still be considered an infant, right?) would grow bigger and bigger in time…Clarissa was still cute, with full cheeks and beautiful sparkles in her eyes jst like her mom.

Slept early that nite and went to Bandung with other colleagues on Sunday morning. Arrived there at around lunch time. We ate at Sierra. Nice place, nice view…and it was raining while we’re eating. The food was quite good with reasonable price.

Sierra Beef Steak
[pic]


Went to Rumah Mode afterward, nothing interesting here. Andoko’s lil sis came and after the girls finished getting their hair done *which took…ages ;p, they went to her place. Some went to Ronald’s hotel room to change. Again…it took aaaaagggggeeeessssss for the girls to get ready. We arrived at Rossy’s wedding reception one hour late. Missed the procession…too bad . And there…for the very first time I saw the little girl I was writing about in my previous blog entry, Nina. She’s realllyyyy cute and adorable. When I saw her mother I said to myself, no wonder…her mother was also elegantly beautiful. We stayed there for a while, took some pictures, then went back to Jakarta. Arrived in Jakarta at past midnite.

[pic of FF]

It was fun to go to Bandung again. Too bad we didn’t have much time to wander around. Hmmm…two weddings and both involved a baby girl and a little girl…time to tie the knot and settle down? How could I if I still haven’t found the harbor my heart was longing to…

After that, the week seemed to go by soooo fast, I meant like in lightspeed. The project I was assigned to be lead is about to go live on Monday, and now..I’m waiting to execute the cutover plan. And after this hectic week, I’d be treated *big grin* with 3 days in an island. Well, I’d go there to give a training, but still I heard it’s nice and the facilities were good. Beside, it’s nice to change scenery once in a while. Just hope the weather would be on my side when I go there.

Well…that’s about it. Two Weddings + One (hectic) Week = Three Days (in an island)



originally written on Thursday, Nov 20, 2008...

Better In Time

post # 315


Here I am, sitting in a cold waiting room while Paolo Vallesi – Sono Dove Sei played on my WMP. Ermm….didn’t have much to write, just ordinary weekdays, with some highlights like on Wednesday I attended a presentation for a project prospect. After the presentation I went through Pasar Festival (Festival Market) complex. There was this building inside the complex that reminded me of a time five months ago when I visited it for the first time. Again (I know some of you, my loyal reader might have been bored with this sentence already)…time really flew. In a blink of an eye, days passed and months changed.

Speaking of eye, today was the surgery day. *Laura Pausini – 16/5/1974 played at the moment. My memory brought me few years back when I had a little surgery for my right eye. This time, the feeling was different. I didn’t feel anxious like I had been. Probably because I wasn’t the patient this time. Or maybe because I have lost a little electricity on my neuron which resulted in lack of emotions….lolzzz

Been a bit nostalgic yesterday by listening Italian songs. It’s true that certain smells, songs/music, places, pictures could bring back the memories it contained/associated with. Listening to Neri Per Caso, Eros, Massimo, Laura, Paolo, Jovanotti reminded me of a time around 5-8 years ago. I remembered playing Romance of Three Kingdoms late at night, strategizing to unite China under one emperor, imagining how it’d be like to be like Zhuge Liang, to go to battle like Zhao Yun, etc. Sim City 2000 and Civilization were among the games I played while listening to those Italians.

Yesterday I had a chat with a colleague. We talked about the (so) many turnover that had been happening this year, how we found there were so many new faces we didn’t recognize. How many of our comrades had ‘graduated’ while we’re still here. Made me thinking, I’d been focusing on my plan B it made me put aside my plan A. Ermmm, actually by paving the way on my plan B, I also preparing the way for plan A, it’s just that…plan A needed time and it’s not like flipping my hand to make the decision. There were some variables I had to take into consideration. *sigh

Last nite me and my colleagues went to a computer exhibition, Indocomtech 2008 at JCC. I’d been laying my eyes on some interesting notebooks. I think it’s about time to make some regeneration, though my Thinkpad still functioned properly, but it almost couldn’t cope up with the tasks it needed to do. There were some candidates that I had short listed. They were:

Lenovo Thinkpad SL300
Nice, responsive keyboard, HDMI, 3 USB ports, 13.3”. But I didn’t really like the glossy lid, un ergonomic v-shape body, and when I tested yesterday, the touch pad wasn’t really responsive.


HP Pavilion DV4-1022tx
Remote control, tactile keyboard, Altec Lansing speakers (from my experience with HP laptops, Altec Lansing speakers gave better sound quality compared to other in notebook class), 14.1”, 3 USB ports, e-sata port and HDMI. Too bad the body was given metal accent, which for me was quite a turn off. There was a sibling for this variant named Compaq CQ45. It was quite nice, but hadn’t really got the chance to try. Too bad that the newest Pavilion, HP DV3500t, the first 13.3” screen from HP wasn’t available yet here. It seemed attractive.

Asus F6V
Excellent connectivity, in terms number of ports (4 USB ports, 1 e-sata, HDMI, VGA, RJ11 and RJ45, Express Card) and the placement of the ports. They all contained in 13.3” screen. Nice keyboard, but my friend told me that his previous Asus notebook had a trouble with the hinges. Well, I hope they had fixed this issue. Asus also launched Asus N20A, a new 12.1” laptop with nice features, but it wasn’t available yet.

Other candidates that should be on the list were Toshiba Satelite E105-S1402. Its macbook-like design was quite catchy with nice selection of ports.


*yawning…

Another busy weekend awaited. First check up after the surgery with the doctor to see the recovery process, still not functioning inet connection, a wedding reception each on Saturday and Sunday. And for the Sunday, it’d be in Bandung. And I just remembered, a friend also invited me to his wedding reception on Saturday two weeks from now, clashed with a scheduled gathering. Hmmmmm….24 hours was really not enough. Well…I guess everything would be better in time. Stresses, recoveries, disappointments, burdens, heartaches, relationships, reconciliations; they’ll be better in time. This song from Leona Lewis had caught my attention since the first time I heard it. The beat, rhythm, and lyric was good....It'll all get better in time


Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I will be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna let
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice well you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is Imma be ok

[Chorus:]

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
yes I do
It'll all get better in time

originally written in the morning

Church of Your Heart

post #314

*Yawning… God…I’m so sleepy atm, though I went to sleep early last nite. Yeah well, since my inet connection had been crippled for three days, I had nothing else to do beside watching TV serials. The long awaited Sunday had passed, a very nice, exhausting one.

Recharge my battery on Saturday. Just stayed at home, watching DVDs, sleeping while waiting for the Speedy guy to come. But he didn’t come after all. Watched Chuck season 2, ep 4. Got these ideas for the next postings, including the one from Eli Stone season 2 ep 2, but they’d have to wait. Ivonne was still (if not getting more) beautiful in Chuck. Went to attend afternoon mass since I thought I wouldn’t have the time on Sunday. It’d been quite long since I attended a mass on my own parish church… :D

Well, the ambience was still soothing and relaxing. The pastor who served the mass was a new one (or was him a guest pastor? I dunno…). He gave a very interesting sermon…it’s about God temple.

In the first reading which was taken from Ezekiel 47:1-2.8-9.12, it’s said about the water that flowing out from the house of God and that the water gave life to everything it touched/passed. The second reading, taken from St. Paul’s letter to Corinthians (1 Cor 3:9-11, 16-17)…said that we’re the houses of God. We’re the living stone of house of God. And the bible reading was taken from John 2:13-22. This time Jesus mentioned Himself as the God Temple. What were these all about? The essence was that we often to see church (God temple) as a physical structure, a place where we gather, celebrate Eucharist, pray together, etc. But we were reminded to (also) perceive church as our own body, in broader perspective, our lives. And just like the temple of God brought life to everything it touched, we, as the living stones, the church, also had to bring life to all around us, through our daily lives. So church, which was also a sacrament, should be a living one, not just a lifeless building/structure.

Woke up early on Sunday, ate breakfast then went to our rendezvous point at Gadink in the morning. Bowo called me, then Agus came, the latest was David. We went to TA. It’d been few months since the last time I went there. Arrived at the community center at around 9 sth AM. The theme of the event was ‘One Love’. I registered the four of us then I just found that there was also a mass there before the talkshow. So I successfully attended mass twice in a week, in less than 24 hours to be exact. The pastor also gave a good sermon. There was one funny term the pastor mentioned. It’s SJ (Serikat Jesuit), stands for Society of Jesus. But the pastor gave another meaning for it. He said SJ stood for Selamanya Jomblo (Forever Single)…lolzzzz…The four of us couldn’t hide our chuckles.

After the mass, it’s lunch time break. We (well I was the one who’s very excited I think) waited anxiously for the talkshow to begin because it the guest stars were Krisnamurti and Olga Lydia. Yup, the one and only Olga Lydia. I didn’t really care about Krisnamurti, I just knew him as one of (many) motivator/speaker (pardon if I was wrong). The talkshow began at 1.15 PM. Olga was beautiful, as always. Her hair was curly and they prepared a couch on stage to give a more relaxed athmosphere. But it was not too interesting (plus my homies were already boreddd), so we skipped the rest of the event. We went down to TA, walked around a bit, then ate lamien at Daniang Dumpling. It wasn’t there the last time I went to TA.

Happy Puppy Green Garden was our next destination. The road was quite clear. It’s better to drive on Sunday. Arrived there and sang for two hours. It’d been quite some time since we went karaoke together. After our karaoke session, we decided to go to Puri Indah Mall. On the way there, we stopped by at Sandwich Bakar. *Yummyyy… We wandered around Puri Indah. The mall was small (compared to Gigantic Gadink). We got bored immediately. There’s only one dept store there, Keris. We didn’t find anything interesting there, so we went to the Starbucks, drank some coffee, chatted and laughed like crazy. Time passed by so fast, it was almost half a day we spent together. We went back home, talking about classic TV Series we used to watched back in the late 80s-90s. Series like Airwolf, The A-Team, Time Trax, Quantum Leap, Voyager, Knight Rider, My Secret Identity, Out of This World, The Greatest American Superhero.

I dropped my homies at Gadink, then picked up Aan, she needed a lift home. We talked about her new job on our way back home and a lil bit about her wedding plan. My and my homies were really left out on this department…lolzzz…

Went back home and finished my new homework which I got from Jef on Saturday. Since the inet connection was still down, I copied Knight Rider from Jef on Saturday while checking my modem at his house. I also got the chance to play around with his Ipod Touch. It’s very…tempting…nice user interface. So smooth… *shrugged the thought of buying Ipod Touch. Well, I got Knight Rider 2008 and Bionic Woman. These two add the already quite long list of TV serials I watched.

*sighhh…another week awaited me. Luckily, I had fully recharged my battery during the weekend.
One love
One message
I believe in the church of your heart…


Roxette - Church Of Your Heart

Can't we leave the world outside
Just for a while? just for a while?
And spend some time, you and I,
Under this bright glorious sky

It's been so long since I first saw you,
But I still love that smile in your eyes.

Yes it's true, right from the start,
I believed in the church of your heart.
Yes it's you that made me be part of
And believe in the church of your heart.

Step inside, lay yourself down
Just for a while, rest for a while.
I can hear a thundering sound
Beating inside when you're around.

It's been so long since I first meet you,
Since we made love, you know how time flies.

Yes it's true, right from the start,
I believed in the church of your heart.
Yes it's you that made me be part of
And believe in the church of your heart.
In the church of your heart.


originally written at 10-11-2008

Bluntly Babbling

post #313

Dunno why...I just had the urge to write...about anything...nothing really in particular...just things that caught my attention lately...Hmmm...let's start, shall we?

First...just got back from watching newest James Bond movie, Quantum of Solace. Lately I'd been fond of watching movie on its premiere. Since Eagle Eye if I recall correctly. Well it's nice if you have someone who bought the ticket first, then you just needed to come to the theater before the show started... *satisfied smile

Nice movie....Olga Kurylenko was the Bond girl this time. Since Daniel Craig became the new James Bond, his (Bond's) image had changed as well. He became tougher and colder, like James Bourne (Ermmm....both superspy shared same first name and initial, coincidence? ;p). Anyway, more action scenes than the previous ones, when Pierce Brosnan was the Bond.

Hmmm...Nokia would sell Nokia 5800 Express Music in Indonesia this November. I guess its aiming for Christmas market remembering it just launched N79, N85, and N96 not so long ago. And Samsung also also released its new cellphone, Innov8, which had S60 and 8MP camera. Seriously, 8MP camera on cellphone...was it that necessary? Was it useful? It's nice to have...but I'm pretty sure the quality will be so so...Anyway, let's see when it'd be available here and what's the starting price....

Yesterday a colleague of mine called an elementary school (a good one) to register her son and to my surprise, the registration fee itself was 13M. I was like...WTH??!!!! Education became very expensive. I imagine if I had triplets and all of them were about to enter elementary school....wowwwww....Should really prepare myself...

Been raining these days (with exception today), luckily since I had to hurry to catch the movie. Took some pictures from the office window on different times and weathers. Weather...just like human's emotions....there's bright, cloudy, raining, thunder storm, hot, cold, warm, cool....

Raining Hard

Clear

Cloudy

One thing that quite bothering me was I think my ADSL modem was not functioning properly. It often to reset itself, made me disconnected from the inet. I had to set the username and password all over again. Darn...it's so annoying. I had to find the exact cause of this, and change the modem if it's necessary. Another thing I learned lately that I could live without YM...well at least at work. Since the connection at work was so friggin slow...I kinda lost contact with my friends. Sometimes I couldn't receive their messages, vice versa. No wonder my friends were reluctant to chat with me. The frequency of the YM disconnected itself was countless. I even had to installed YM version 7 since it's the latest version that could be use to connect (well...connect, disconnect, connect, disconnect...).

*sigh.....enough babbling....as for now, I lost connection again....so I guess I just post this tomorrow. Stupid modem!

Nov 6
Babbling some more....today I read the ad in Kompas about Dell Latitude E6400. There's a phone number there which supposed to be the customer service. I dialled the number three times and I always got an answering machine. Disappointing for Dell's image n level. Hmm...probably because they're not very popular in asian countries.

Called a friend who's about to get married next week. Wow...it'd been almost two years since the last time I met her, and it was on another friend's wedding reception as well. Time flew by. We talked for few minutes, there was some catching up to do and I was sure I couldn't do that on her wedding reception. I wonder how she looked now. She was my seat mate back on my 2nd year in high school. She was the one who could stand me singing all day long...I admired her durability...lolzzz. That time, Ronan's When You Say Nothing At All was a hit. *chuckled.... Ahhh...high school times...lots of fond memories also back then. Was she still cute, petite, had white, fair skin? I guess I'd find out next week.

Me and Stars

post #312

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain,
Telling me just what a fool I’ve been...

That line from Jason Donovan’s song crossed my mind while I was staring outside the office window, trying to see through the heavy rain that fell down this morning around 10 AM. If the rain had a rhythm, then it (looking from the high intensity) must have been screaming at me, not just telling me.

Well…another month had passed. Last week, the last week of October as well had ended with another great ending. Work was a little bit slowing down after that one project was over. *yawning…but still till today I felt like I was lacking of good quality sleep.

[pic of rain]

Maybe because I watched too many TV Serials…Gossip Girl and Heroes were up and running…Chuck, Eli Stone and Prison Break also needed my attention. Not to mention House MD. Hmmm…Heroes was getting more complicated, just like US Comic which had tangled sub-plot, building a mega thread of storyline which entwined all the characters in one universal flow. Still interesting, not to mention there was this new interesting character, Daphne. I liked her blonde hair, a nice addition to the already lovely Kristen “Elle” Bell.

We had our annual promotion dinner on the last day of October. I was trusted to be the host of this event. Not only that, I also joined the band (if it could be called a band :D). We performed acoustic version of songs such as Can’t Take My Eyes Off Of You, Sempurna, Especially For You, More Than Words and Laskar Pelangi. The event was held at Dallas Roadhouse Bar n Grill at Arcadia Plaza. The food was great there. The committee came at around 4 PM to make necessary preparation. The guests started to come at around 6 PM. It went right on schedule with some impromptu changes. It was exciting and there were things that I had to learn to prepare myself. After finished singing (I only sang Laskar Pelangi btw), I mingled around and talked to some colleagues I hadn’t met since we’re assigned to different projects. Then I went back to the office to get Elisha, Henny gave us a ride to the office. It was raining all over the way, the traffic was slow so we had some time to chat. And when I was already prepared with my war rain coat, the rain stopped. It really stopped. So I went home with my rain coat flew sometimes, like Batman…lolzzzz…Sky really knew how to make people dongkol…lolzzzz (dongkol = annoyed in English). But it’s still a fantastic Friday.

Woke up on Saturday morning, accompanied mom to Kota. She wanted to buy a new sewing machine. While she was looking for the machine, I searched for the 8GB Flash Disk. Didn’t find any, instead I bought some DVDs for stockpiling…lolzzz. We ate at Bakmi Toko Tiga afterward then went back home. It’s nice to spend some quality time every once in a while. Took an afternoon nap then went to Gadink. My friends were already there. We ate at Red Bean then when we called Agus, he said he couldn’t join since he was at a friend’s apt. He invited us to join them and go to Lime Light, a new karaoke place near Tanjung Duren. We went there, arrived earlier then them, and tried the VIP room. The interior was nice and cozy. The couch was comfy. There were 3 mics, 2 were wireless. The songs collection was quite good. They already had Peterpan - Walau Habis Terang, Jason Mraz – I’m Yours, Jay Chou – Qing Hua Ci (all were original clips), etc. The only minus thing was the sound system. It was mediocre and we couldn’t adjust the volume, bass, treble and echo by ourselves. Agus and his friends came about half an hour after we checked in. He brought two girls and two guys with him. One of the girl caught my attention since she looked like Cecilia Cheung. I was wow-ed with her poise, her face and her hair (and her smile when we said goodbye at Pisa Café). She was very quiet and only sang one song, Cai Hong. After that we went to Pisa Café…just to eat ice cream…lolzzz…we went back home at around 1.30 AM. Went straight to bed when I reached home.

Attended morning mass at St. James church on Sunday morning. We got a visit from St. Vincent society. Anyway, the pastor was a bule (Indonesian word for Caucasian race) and his sermon was interesting. He brought along some children from the St. Vincent orphanage. One of them, Reza sang very beautifully..but I couldn’t really get the whole lyric. It was something like (not sure…I had this short term memory loss)

Takkan kusesali keberadaan diriku di dunia (I won’t regret my existence in this world)
Karena ku yakin kasih-Mu Tuhan (Because I have faith in Your love, God)

In his sermon, the pastor invited a boy to come on to the altar. He asked the boy’s name. He answered, “Santo” (Santo is Indonesia word for Saint). The pastor said wittily, Wow…you already a saint though you’re not dead. That’s amazing. It succeeded in making us laugh.

Bringing those children again reminded us to be grateful of what we have and be more sensible toward others. Some who didn’t have parents, longing to have one. Some who have parents, take their parents for granted, didn’t appreciate at all. Some even feel that their life might be better without parents. Life’s not fair, huh? Those orphans would probably give anything to have parents. As usual, there’s a 2nd collection to be given to St. Vincent society. The Pastor really made sure we didn't put the money into the wrong bag :D

After the mass, I went to Centro to buy some clothes. Became quite consumptive lately, darn. Went back home, then Agus picked me up. He had a new car and needed to buy seat cover, so I accompanied him. We went to Kebon Sirih and got it done that very afternoon. We were worried a bit when the guy didn’t show up, since Agus already gave him some money for dp. We decided to wait for a while, thank God he showed up with the covers *relief sigh. In less than two hours time, the seats were already covered with nice mocha colored seat covers. Went to Medit to swim. It was great to swim again (plus exhausting). We talked quite much on the pool, maybe that's why I was so hungry afterward. After eating dinner we went to Markas to play some pool. It’s been a long time since I played pool for the last time. I still had the touch (the luck I mean)…lolzzzz. A nice reminiscence of my univ times. No responsibilities, no burdens, just thinking about subjects, exams, where to go what to do in spare times…

Agus drove me home and I went to sleep after a quick browsing. Nice weekend…hmmmmm. Agus also gave me Acay’s wedding invitation. It’s really wedding season. 6 invitations in 2 months. Wow…everybody’s getting married…me, still walking down this road. But it didn’t bother me. This year everything seemed to turn out ok. Thank You, God.

Few weeks ago, I looked up at the sky and saw stars. It’s a rare thing remembering pollution level in this city. They were shining brightly. Reminded also of a message a friend received. It’s also about star. How we could be a star, shining for the people around us. This year…and next
I’m gonna shine brighter,
I’m gonna go farther,
I'm gonna push harder,
I’m gonna reach higher…for the highest star, and make her mine…

So help me, God.



Peterpan - Me and A Star

Look at the spacious sky and all seasons keep changing
Playing with clouds, building dreams with my imaginations
Always dreaming with my days

#
You’ve seen a star, shining brightly full with hope
Its gentle hands are open, trying to accompany, get close to me
Always light my dark nights

Chorus:
And feel all the stars
Calling our laughter fly up high
Leave all behind, just us and stars

Across the vast sky with season that keep changing
Playing with clouds, building dreams with my imaginations
Always dreaming with my days

#, chorus (2x)

The most beautiful, though forgotten and will always light the world
Wondering, just me and stars




Peterpan - Aku dan Bintang

Lihat ke langit luas, dan semua musim terus berganti
Tetap bermain awan, merangkai mimpi dengan khayalku
Selalu bermimpi dengan hariku

Pernah kau lihat bintang, bersinar putih penuh harapan
Tangan halusnya terbuka, coba temani dekati aku
Selalu terangi gelap malamku

Chorus:
Dan rasakan semua bintang,
memanggil tawamu terbang ke atas
Tinggalkan semua, hanya kita dan bintang

Lintasi langit luas, bersama musim terus berganti
Tetap bermain awan, merangkai mimpi dengan khayalku
Selalu bermimpi dengan hariku

Pernah kau lihat bintang, bersinar putih penuh harapan
Tangan halusnya terbuka, coba temani dekati aku
Selalu terangi gelap malamku

Chorus 2x

Yang terindah meski terlupa…dan kan selalu terangi dunia
Mereka-reka, hanya aku dan bintang


Parampampam, pararampam, parampam parararampam
Parampampam, pararampam, hanya aku dan bintang
Parampampam, pararampam, parampam parararampam
Parampampam, pararampam, hanya aku dan bintang