Easter

Finally I got the chance to sit in front of my computer to write a blog. First of all, Happy Easter to all of you who celebrate it. Hopefully it can bring new spirit n joy that give you strength to try harder…to be a better person….

Well.. Today I’ve been busy with house chores and also made some modification to my motorcycle. Woke up today at about 9AM, feeling very fresh. Last nite went to sleep at around 1 sth AM after chatting w Hansel, Meli LG, Indah n Diana. After I got up I went to Jef’s to buy some paint and thinner. Then went to Remaja to buy a paint brush, bought Kompas n then bought T key. All of these were used in my motorcycle modification. Went back home, washed the motor and then made the modif. I painted the license plate and the rear handle. It took quite some time to do them all. Finished at about 3 sth PM. The mom went home and got another chore, making this small cupboard. All I had to do was assemble the component. It didn’t take too long to finish. After that I ate n now…I’m sitting and writing this blog.

Easter….kept some promises, broke some. Managed to control myself not to give in to the temptation to play pool during lent, but on the other hand there’re few things that I still did. * Sigh…this is all a learning process…but I gotta be better….

Yesterday was quite busy day too. Woke up at 8.30 AM, went to AHASS at 8.50 AM to get the 1^t service for my motorcycle (from now on I’m gonna call her Elisha). Got #17…I though it would take long so I ate but it didn’t take too long. At 11 AM the mechanic already finished inspecting Elisha. I went home and then went to Permai to get some sticker for Elisha. After that went back home and sprayed the stengkas (dunno the term in english) black. After that took a nap coz I was still feeling tired coz of the previous nite. Woke up at 5 PM, took a bath, went to church to attend Easter Vigil mass at 6 PM. The mass ended at 9 sth PM, went back home n then went to store.

Friday was a painful day for me. It began normal in the morning. I woke up at 8.40 AM, quickly took a bath n then went to church to follow Via Dolorosa. It rained in the middle, but luckily it stopped not long after it began to rain. But it rained quite hard though. Then I went to Artha Gadink to see Sports Warehouse sale. Bought Speedo swimming trunks and Puma tank top. Both were very satisfying. Bought Entrasol at Diamon. Went to C4 Cempaka Mas to buy Oil for Elisha, but couldn’t find it. Went back home, ate lunch, went to gadink to buy the oil. Got it, washed Elisha and then took a nap, planning to attend the afternoon Good Friday mass. But my body didn’t cooperate and I drifted to sleep until almost 8. And I paid the price for my absence (maybe…;p) later that nite…I didn’t know why, but my stomach was killing me. It’s very painful. The pain was excruciating. I couldn’t sleep. I tried to eat Indomie, but it didn’t help. I lost count how many times I went to bathroom that nite. I finally got to sleep at 4 AM, maybe because my body was already too tired with the pain itself. I think I’ve never had stomachache that bad. Maybe coz I only ate once that day…

Thursday went to Inul Vizta Plangi with my workmate, karaoke for two hours, went home by cab, David dropped me off at Casablanca. Nothing else quite eventful on that day…work was dull…but I had to prepare my move, so I wrote lots of notes for my successor to help him/her in handling the clients I handle.

Well…easter…gotta make this as a starting point to do better….

Nocturnal

夜曲
Ye Qu

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) Lyricist: Vincent Fong (方文山)

一群嗜血的螞蟻
yi qun shi xue de ma yi
被腐肉所吸引
bei fu rou suo xi yin
我面無表情
wo mian wu biao qing
看孤獨的風景
kan gu du de feng jing
失去妳
shi qu ni
愛恨開始分明
ai hen kai shi fen ming
失去妳
shi qu ni
還有什麼事好關心
hai you shen me shi hao guan xin
當鴿子不再象徵和平
dang ge zi bu zai xiang zheng he ping
我終於被提醒
wo zhong yu bei ti xing
廣場上餵食的是秃鹰
guang chang shang wei shi de shi tu ying
我用漂亮的押韻
wo yong piao liang de ya yun
形容被掠奪一空的愛情
xing rong bei lüe duo yi kong de ai qing

啊
a
烏雲開始遮蔽
wu yun kai shi zhe bi
夜色不乾淨
ye se bu gan jing
公園裡
gong yuan li
葬禮的回音
zang li de hui yin
在漫天飛行
zai man tian fei xing
送妳的
song ni de
白色玫瑰
bai se mei gui
在純黑的環境凋零
zai chun he de huan jing diao ling
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜
wu ya zai shu qi shang gui yi de hen an jing
靜靜聽
jing jing ting
我黑色的大衣
wo hei se de da yi
想溫暖妳
xiang wen nuan ni
日漸冰冷的回憶
ri jian bing leng de hui yi
走過的
zou guo de
走過的
zou guo de
生命
sheng ming
啊
a
四周瀰漫霧氣
si zhou mi man wu qi
我在空曠的墓地
wo zai kong kuang de mu di
老去後還愛妳
lao qu hou hai ai ni

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu
紀念我死去的愛情
ji nian wo si qu de ai qing
跟夜風一樣的聲音
gen ye feng yi yang de sheng yin
心碎的很好聽
xin sui de hen hao ting
手在鍵盤敲很輕
shou zai jian pan qiao hen qing
我給的思念很小心
wo gei de si nian hen xiao xin
妳埋葬的地方叫幽冥
ni mai zang de di fang jiao you ming

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu
紀念我死去的愛情
ji nian wo si qu de ai qing
而我為妳隱姓埋名
er wo wei ni yin xing mai ming
在月光下彈琴
zai yue guang xia tan qin
對妳心跳的感應
dui ni xin tiao de gan ying
還是如此溫熱親近
hai shi ru ci wen re qin jin
懷念妳那鮮紅的唇印
huai nian ni na xian hong de chun yin

那些斷翅的蜻蜓
na xie duan chi de qing ting
散落在這森林
san luo zai zhe sen lin
而我的眼睛
er wo de yan jing
沒有絲毫同情
mei you si hao tong qing
失去妳
shi qu ni
淚水混濁不清
lei shui hun zhuo bu qing
失去妳
shi qu ni
我連笑容都有陰影
wo lian xiao rong dou you yin ying
風在長滿青苔的屋頂
feng zai zhang man qing tai de wu ding
嘲笑我的傷心
chao xiao wo de shang xin
像一口沒有水的枯井
xiang yi kou mei you shui de ku jing
我用淒美的字型
wo yong qi mei de zi xing
描繪後悔莫及的那愛情
miao hui hou hui mo ji de na ai qing

After I got this song from my friend, Irwan, I’ve been listening to it so many times I lost count. I really like it.

Okay….start from April 1^st. It was April’s bday. Bought helmet and glove that day. I found a great helmet at Sawah Besar. It’s simple blue without any stripping whatsoever.

On April 2^nd went to Happy Puppy w David. No one else could come so it’s only us singing until David’s friends came. After that we went to Sandi’s house n ordered Pizza there, chatted n I went back at 5.30 PM

Nothing eventful on April 3^rd n 4^th except for Irene’s bday on April 3^rd and Widya’s bday on April 4^th. Addicted to Zuma, played it at lunch times. And also watching DVDs like Transporter 2 and She’s All That. Rachel Leigh Cook was very cute in that movie. Saw an interesting opening at Binuscareer for IT Staff position at ANZ Panin Bank. I applied for it on April 4^th, n then I remembered that ANZ was one of our client who just took in-house class on Saturday. The following day which also happened to be VY’s bday, I asked Coy, my colleague if she know the HR personnel at ANZ. Better than I expected, Coy helped me by sending my CV directly to Ms Annette. Wow… She sent it in the morning and in the afternoon Ms Annette called me to arrange an interview.

Attended the interview on April 6^th. I took half day off in the morning. I was interviewed by Ms Astri from HR n Mr Niko the IT Manager. Ms Annette was on a meeting so Ms Astri replaced her. After the interview I was very sure that I’ll be accepted, I could tell from their responses to my answers for their questions. I stopped by at Verra’s office for a while n then headed to office. Had a meeting w DAI in the afternoon. We were supposed to meet with Ms Feri, but she’s got a little accident n had to come home. But we ended up had a meeting with the deputy. She’s very beautiful woman. She’s an American, from Midwest. I found it quite hard to concentrate on the meeting, I had to put a lot of effort to keep up with the conversation while admiring her beauty. Watched The Legend of Zorro later that night. I called Siska n asked her opinion about ANZ, n other banking institution.

Yesterday on April 7th I got surprising news. When I was waiting for ANZ to call me to say that I’m accepted, I got a call from Accenture. They wanted me to join asap. I said I’d need 4 weeks notice, n she (Ms Fanny) asked me to join at May 1^st. To make things more interesting, I got a call from ANZ in the afternoon. Ms Astri called me, informed about the salary, benefits, etc. WOW…..in one day both of them asked me to join. God finally hear my prayers…hehehe. Well actually I’m sure He always listens, but I guess He wanted to know my determination. Sometimes it depresses to pray but nothing seems to happen. Anyway..Thank you God. Well I made my decision to take the Accenture offer. It’s offer was better. Last night called Liana to say happy birthday to her. Her voice was still heard so cuteeee….

Today played badminton again…after so long. I told Julius that I soon be joining him at Accenture. After that I went to sawah besar to look for motorcycles rims. Bought Playboy Indonesia Premiere edition today. It’s finally released yesterday. After I read it I could tell that it sucked. Nothing interesting. I’m so sleepyyyy…..I’ll end here…it’s already over midnight…April 9^th officially. Today’s Eddy’s bday….I have so many friends whose birthday are on this month…. Guess that’s all…I’m off to bed

Nocturnes

A group of bloodthirsty ants are attracted to rotten flesh
With an expressionless face
I watch the lonely scenery
Losing you
Love and hate start to become clear
Losing you
What else is there to care about?
When a dove no longer symbolises peace
I’m eventually reminded
That they are vultures feeding in the public square
I use a beautiful rhyme
To describe love being robbed

Oh
The dark clouds begin to cover
The colour of the night is not clean
In the park
The echo of the funeral
Flying in the boundless sky
The white rose
I gave you
Withered in the pure black surroundings
The crow is peculiarly very silent on the tree branch
Silently listening
My black overcoat
Wants to warm you up
The memories that are day-by-day becoming colder
Walk past
Walk past
The life
Oh
Hazy fog is all around
I am at the vast and boundless cemetery
I’ll still love you when I’m old

I play for you Chopin’s Nocturnes
Commemorating my dead love
The same sound as the night winds
Heart breaking sounds good
My hand strikes the keyboard lightly
The recollections I gave are very careful
The place you are buried at is called The Other World

I play for you Chopin’s Nocturnes
Commemorating my dead love
And I conceal my identity for you
Playing the piano under the moon
The feeling and response I have towards your heartbeat
It is still so warm and intimate
I miss that bright red lipstick of yours

Those dragonflies with broken wings
Scatter down onto this forest
And my eyes
Have not a single shred of sympathy
Losing you
Tears are unclear
Losing you
Even my smile has a shadow
The wind at the rooftop grown full of moss
Jeers at my sadness
Like a dry well without water
I use a sad but beautiful font
To describe that love that is too late to regret

Summary

Hmmmmm…for start, got my bike (March 25, 2006), used it to go to the office twice, bought some accessories yesterday with Agus. Met Dave yesterday at Artha Gadink for a while, when we were at food court I saw Amelia Bonaventura. I sent sms to confirm and it was her.

March 25, 2006. KRK Welcome To My World was great. Met Cornelia again after so long. She seemed slimmer n beautiful as usual. Went home at 1 AM after dropping off the girls.

March 28, 2006. Finally closed this month in “safe zone”, thanks to the Aus Embassy.

March 24, 2006. Went to the PEB Prom Happy Hour. It was great, met Patricia in person for the first time. Met lots of people there.

Lots of other things that I already forgot…..and I’m so sleepy now…so that’s all…. Tears For Fears song, Secret World is being played at the moment…brings back fond memories of Perth……ahhhhhhhhhhh