Just Another Day

post #194

Another day passed. Another week passed. World is still revolving. After Lost, now I'm watching House season 3. Have to struggle to understand the story due to lack of subtitle. Have to listen really carefully to get House's sarcarsm. It's strange since Lia said that on her notebook the subtitle was shown.

Last Sunday went to Hypermall Mega Bekasi to pay a visit to Robert. He's opening a game shop there. Arrived there at around 1.45 PM. Berku and Arleen had arrived there. Yuli was there too. We ate at Solaria and then had some chat. He closed down the store at 7 PM and we watched Resident Evil : Extinction. The theatre was very good (probably because it's still new). Then we stopped by at Robert's house, nice and comfy. We watched his wedding video and then ate chinese food near there.

Then work started again on Tuesday. Deadline was approaching and I had to work my ass off to meet it. Got a fever on Thursday, but with long sleep and Bear Brand milk, I was able to recover on Friday.

Played futsal again last nite. It becomes a biweekly schedule....nothing much...days go by just like that. It just another day...another week...another month...and soon...another year....

Last nite she sent me sms. I was surprised..It was really out of the blue. Hmmm.....you can never really understand how women think....but from all the lessons I've learned...don't read too much into it... it maybe just another sms can mean different on another day.....


Jon Secada - Just Another Day

Morning alone
When you come home
I breath a little faster
Every time were together
Itd never be the same
If youre not here
How can you stay away, away so long.

Why cant we stay together
Give me a reason
Give me a reason.

Chorus
I, I dont wanna say it
I dont wanna find another way
Make it trough the day without you
I, I cant resist
Try to find exactly what I missed
Its just another day without you
Its just another day oh

Making the time
Find the right lines
To make you stay forever
What do I have to tell you

Im just trying to hold on to something
(trying to hold on to something good)
Oh give us a chance to make it.
To make it no no no

Dont wanna hold on to never
Im not that strong
Im not that strong.

I, I dont wanna say it
I dont wanna find another way
Make it trough the day without you
I, I cant resist
Trying to find exactly what I missed
Its just another day without you.

Why cant you stay forever
Just give me a reason
Give me a reason.

One Year Ago

Post #193

One year ago, at this particular holiday I was having my bed rest due to the thypus symptoms. Since I couldn't go out, the only thing I could do was go online, browsing and chatting. I never thought that the event led me to meet and know a girl whom I became close with. We became comfortable with each other and she even confided one of her deepest secrets.

Today, after opened up the store...nothing...well except for blogging. We keep in touch ocassionally. She belongs to someone else now and all I have are fond memories of her, her voice and laughters. Time.....keeps on running....Timing...Maybe we're both just caught up in a moment. Maybe we both were trying to fill our time, just need someone to talk to, someone to share...Maybe....

I still remember the first and ever song she sent me through MSN. It was David Tao - Ai Hen Jian Dan....

I'd like to dedicate this song to you, hunny...


愛, 很簡單(陶喆)
Ai, Hen Jian Dan (Tao Zhe)


忘了是怎麼開始
Wang le shi zen me kai shi

也許就是對你有一種感覺
Ye xu jiu shi dui ni you yi zhong gan jue

忽然間發現自己
Hu ran jian fa xian zi ji

以深深愛上你 真的很簡單
Yi shen shen ai shang ni Zhen de hen jian dan


愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
Ai de di an tian hei dou yi wu suo wei

是是非非無法決擇
Shi shi fei fei wu fa jue ze

沒有後悔為愛日也去跟隨
Mei you hou hui wei ai ri ye qu gen sui

那個瘋狂人是我 喔
Na ge feng kuang ren shi wo O


I LOVE YOU 無法不愛你 BABY
I LOVE YOU Wu fa bu ai ni BABY

說你也愛我
Shuo ni ye ai wo

I LOVE YOU 永遠不願意 BABY'
I LOVE YOU Yong yuan bu yuan yi BABY

失去你
Shi qu ni


不可能更快樂 只要能在一起
Bu ke neng geng kuai le Zhi yao neng zai yi qi

做什麼都可以 雖然世界變個不停
Zuo she me dou ke yi Sui ran shi jie bian ge bu ting

用最真誠的心 讓愛變得簡單
Yong zui zhen cheng de xin Rang ai bian de jian dan



I LOVE YOU 我一直在這裡
I LOVE YOU Wo yi zhi zai zhe li

一直在愛你
Yi zhi zai ai ni

I LOVE YOU, OH YES I DO

永遠都不放棄 這愛你的權利
Yong yuan dou bu fang qi Zhe ai ni de quan li




如果你還有一些困惑 OH NO
Ru guo ni hai you yi xie kun huo OH NO

請貼 我的心傾聽 聽我說着 愛你
Qing tie Wo de xin qing ting Ting wo shuo zhe Ai Ni

YES I DO 我愛你
YES I DO Wo ai ni



Love, So Simple (David Tao)

I've forgotten how it started
Maybe it was because I had some sort of feeling for you
And suddenly, I realized that I
Already love you deeply, really quite easily

I don't mind love's dark heaven and earth
I can't choose between right and wrong
I have no regrets regarding the love I've already followed
That crazy person is me, oh...

I love you, I can't not love you baby
Say you love me too
I love you, I'll never be willing baby
To lose you

I can't be happier, as long as we're together
Doing anything is okay, though this world is always changing
I'll use my most honest heart to let love become easy

I love you, I'll always be here
I'll always love you
I love you, oh yes I do
I'll never let go of the right to love you

If you ever have any troubles, oh no
Please stick to me, I'll listen; listen to me say I love you
Yes I do, I love you

Sentimentality

post #192


Goodbye Charlie....after a nice three season in Lost and couple of episodes where Desmond's trying to save you, in the end..you cannot evade your fate. But you reallyt did it gracefully, sacrificing yourself for the sake of the other survivors, especially Claire and Aaron.

Just finished watching Lost season 3 yesterday. Finished it quite fast remembering I started to watch it around last week. Very interesting plot from the middle of the season which ended in Charlie's death at the season finale. Hollywood really knows how to build up sad nuance. When Charlie was drowning, the sad piano instrumental playing, making the audience drifted into the scene.

Made me thinking about fate. About that no matter what you do, you cannot run from your fate. Desmond saved Charlie twice, but again he cannot always saves him because nature has it's way to reach it's equilibrium. And when Charlie found out about his death, how he's gonna die, what if we knew when or how we're gonna die? What would we do with the remaining amount of time we still have? Seeking forgiveness? Making amendments? Spending it with the one we love the most?

Speaking about Charlie, in the real life, Dominic Monaghan (Charlie) is dating Evangeline Lilly....darn... Didn't see that coming....too bad he won't be back in Lost season 4.

Been juggling with Heroes season 2, Prison Break season 3 (and Lost season 3 last week). Smallville season 7 is already playing but haven't got the time to watch it. So little time so much to do. Yesterday I also push my self to the limit. After playing badminton for almost 3 hours non stop, I played futsal in the evening for two hours. As a result, now my right arm doesn't feel good, my left knee still throbbing since it's bleeding last nite (thanks to the bad pitch surface). Only managed to score a hattrick, maybe because I was already tired from playing badminton. It's like all energy I have is drained out of my body. But it feels good though, doing that kind physical activity, something I haven't done in a long time. Luckily I have this all sunday to recharge.

In the memory of Charlie, here Oasis, a brit band which one of the song, Wonderwall was sung by Charlie in one of the episode. Oasis...reminds me of my Jr High time, esp with their song, Don't Look Back in Anger


Oasis - Wonderwall


Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

September Song

post #191

Whooaahhhh....September has passed. Last week of Sept went by so fast I haven't got the time to write a closing post. I planned to do so on Sept 30, but there were too many things happened that kept me from doing it.

Maybe it went by so fast because I was so busy making the Technical Designs and the CTP for the programs I developed. After working full throttle for one and a half week, I managed to finish them all, so there were no outstanding TD or CTP that I have to make when I already join a new project.

Last weekend I conducted a little survey to know how far would be to go to the client site which I'd be located for the next 8-10 months. It's quite far, about 30km. The busway(???) development really makes the traffic become more congested (wayyyyy more congested), esp near Gadink and Cempaka Mas.

Yesterday I accompanied my mom shopping at C4 Gadink. It's been a while. C4 was crowded, maybe because Lebaran is coming. I saw a very cute white bunny. It's pink mouth and eyes really made it look more adorable. Well, I think that's a new department in C4...quite appealing, esp for children..:D

I bought myself a pair of Taekwondo (look alike) shoes. I like the color, Navy and Grey. After that we went home,I took a quick nap, saw a message from Jess but I forgot to reply it. Then in the afternoon I went to Artha Gading Mall (again) to hang out with David and Agus. Since there's no Starbucks or Dante there and JCo was wayyyy too crowded, we went to Bengawan Solo instead. After drinking a cup of coffee, we went to Inul Vizta to karaoke since Happy Puppy opens from 8.30 PM during fasting month. We sang some old songs we hadn't sung in a while, one of them is from my all time favorite boysband; Backstreet Boys, Drowning.

I remember this song. Heard it first time 6 years ago, right when Smallville season 1 still playing on SCTV. A year before that, Shape of My Heart was released in their Black and Blue album. Lots of memories with this song, and with Backstreet Boys. Junior High School times; and the three of us have been friends since elementary and jr high. Talking about time goes by so fast, huh?

After singing our hearts out, we ate at McD, the nearest, just across the street. Then we watched Rogue Assassin, standard movie with not too good storyline. Well it only sells Jet Li, Jason Statham and lots of actions. One thing that was interesting was a little twist in the story, plus Nadine Velasquez. We finished watching at 10 PM then we went back home. I guess we all need to get a girlfriend so we can have a triple date, instead of threesome...lolzzzz

Today was my first day on the new project. The office complex was very very convenient. It's like an apartment complex. There's a swimming pool, five apartment...ooopss, I mean office towers and some gazebos. I was like...wowww....it's gonna be an exciting working environment, putting aside the distance from home...

Well, I guess that's all and to wrap it up, here's BSB with Drowning, one of my fave song...

Hidup anak Strada!!!


Backstreet Boys - Drowning

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you've got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl, you leave me breathless
But it's okay
Cuz you are my survival
Now hear me say

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the safety
Of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
Cuz only you can save me
Oh, can't you see

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
(Don't seem like long enough yeah)

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Cuz you're the air that I breathe

Every time I breathe I take you in
(Cause every time I breathe yeah)
And, my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it (baby I can't help it)
You keep me drowning in your love
And, every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love (hoo, hoo)
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love (got me drowning)

You've got me drowning
Keep me drowning in your love

Baby, I can't help it
Can't help it (got me drowning)
No, no

Cause ever time I breathe I take you in (yes I do)
Then my heart beats again (Oh)
Baby, I can't help it (baby, I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above (got me drowning)
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love