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Good morning Universe!

Woke up quite early today though I only slept for about 6 hours. Went to office early and it took me only half an hour to get here, which was very fast. It’s a new record. Another day at work. It’s approaching the end of June. Still haven’t achieved my target. I must get this one hope of MCSE course so I can close this month with good achievement, and excellent incentive of course…lol. Have you ever thought about this life? About the mistakes you’ve made? Sometimes I think I have this kind of cycle in my life. There are times when I make the same mistakes over and over again. It feels like the mistakes make me go back to point zero. Feel like I’m standing still. Well, it’s only a thought, I always try to look from the bright side, to learn from my mistakes
Yesterday was a blast. Chat with my univ friends. We even had a conference using YM. You can imagine if more than 10 persons join a chat room…It was chaos..lol. We talked about everything, in Indonesian…ngomongnya ngalor ngidul…..hahahahaha…actually it’s in Javanese..doesn’t matter. Today’s is Jakarta’s birthday. It celebrates it’s 478th birthday. It’s been a long way since 1527. History recorded that Fatahillah was the one who found (or built??) Jakarta. It was named Sunda Kelapa at first. And then in the time of Dutch colonial, it’s called Batavia (which sounds classy I think), after that it was called Jayakarta and finally it became Jakarta. Enought with this history thing..

1.44 PM
Typing email for clients, while chatting in YM conference room….again. It’s 2.49 PM now. I have already chatted for more than an hour. I’m getting sleepy. ASEAN hasn’t confirmed yet, Arrghhh I need that approval to achieve……..Well… that’s all I guess. I wanna update my profile on Friendster.
Am I Standing Still??? This next song is Jewel’s Standing Still, taken from Smallville season 1 episode 5--> Freeze. "Because whenever I need him, he's there. He makes me feel safe", Lana said to Clark...who could only stand in silence while the screen blacked out..end credit.

Standing Still by Jewel

Cutting through the darkest night are my two headlights
Try to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here
To the twilight
There's a dead end to my left
There's a burning bush to my right
You aren't in sight, You aren't in sight

Do you want me
Like I want you

chorus:
Or am I standing still
Beneath a darkened sky
Or am I standing still
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you passing me by


Mothers on the stoop
Boys in souped-up coupes
On this hot summer night
Between fight and flight
Is the blind man's sight
And a choice that's right
I roll the window down
Feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town

Feel broken down
Feel broken down

Do you need me
Like I need you?

chorus

Sweet sorrow is a call tomorrow

Do you love me
Like I love you?

chorus


Oh you're passing me by
Passing me by
Do you need me
like I need you to
Do you want me
like I want you?
Or are you passing me by?
Or am I standing still?

Monday

Another monday. Here I am, sitting, typing this blog. Another ordinary monday, except for the traffic. The road was quite clear today, got to my office early. Got the time to eat breakfast (nasi uduk plus bakwan...typical breakfast in Jakarta...lol), since mom hadn't had time to prepare one. But I think my stomach isn't too adaptive to that kind of food anymore. I had to go to the toilet twice since I ate that nasi uduk. 10 minutes from lunch time. Yesterday went to Gadink w Mom. She bought Lancome stuffs, which I didn't familiar with. Bought some BreadTalk breads..hmm...yummy...they're delicious..Took a nap..very rejuvenating..and went online to WG..'Accidentally' found Joana Krupa in July PB..lol..After that watched Lee Hyori n Fin KL clips..She's adorable. She's all grown up now. Well it's lunch time now..I'm gonna leave you with this song...from Enrique....


Be With You by Enrique Iglesias

Monday night I feel so low
Count the hours they go so slow
I know the sound of your voice
Can save my soul

City lights, streets of gold
Look out my window to the world below
Moves so fast and it feels so cold
And I`m all alone

Don`t let me die
I`m losing my mind
Baby just give me a sign


chorus: And now that you`re gone
I just wanna be with you
And I can`t go on
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you

I can`t sleep and I`m up all night
Through these tears I try to smile
I know the touch of your hand
Can save my life

Don`t let me down
Come to me now
I got to be with you some how

chorus

And now that you`re gone
Who am I with-out you now
I can`t go on
I just wanna be with you

chorus

Superb Saturday: House of Wax

Yesterday I went to campus to get the payment receipt for my graduation. I went there with Eddy at 8.30 AM. Arrived at campus at 9. There were already some of my friends there. Verra, Iing, Step, Sunyoto, Hartanto, Helen, n many others. And then I took care the payment thing. After that, I stayed there at Student Service Center for a while. Robert, Novi, Dave, etc came not long after I finished the payment process. We talked, it was nice to meet them again, The Zoo Class. After that I and Eddy went to Gadink. We planned on going to karaoke place with David, since Agus said he couldn’t make it. Arrived at Gadink at about 1 PM. David said he would meet us at Gadink. Went to Gramed and read some books there until 2 PM, coz David said that he still had some errands to do at his store. At 2PM I called him, and he said that he still had quite lot works to do so he couldn’t come. So we decided to go to karaoke on some other time. I told Eddy about it, and he said he better go home coz he wanted to continue working on Eva’s project. I said I wanted to try the ‘new’ theatre, Gadink XXI. So Eddy went home and I went to Gadink XXI.

And then I walked to Gadink I while thinking what movie that I’d watch. I decided either Mr. and Mrs. Smith, or House of Wax. I finally decided to watch House of Wax, coz it’s horror movie and would be more enjoyable to be watched in theatre. There were so many pretty girls I saw along the way to Gadink XXI. Nice sights for my sore eyes. When I was queuing for the ticket, there right in front of me lie a very beautiful sight. There was this girl wearing very short skirt, and her great legs were exposed for the world to see. Her legs were flawless. They were smooth, had excellent curves, and seemed very tempting. Oh boy…I almost couldn’t stop staring. I was fantasizing if she bent over then…. Okay stop..it’s not polite. So I tried to focus on something else that I knew would help me to regain my composure. I looked over the menu like popcorn, soft drinks, etc. Got the ticket at 2.30 PM, killed the time by playing one of the arcade games, and then at 2.50 PM went into theatre 5 to watch House of Wax.

For the first 30 minutes the story was plain, I guess it prepared the audiences for the bloody scenes. After that the story was getting better. I watched it coz I wanted to see Elisha. Luckily she’s the main character so she appeared in most of the scenes. There were also some other interesting casts like Chad Michael Murray (played w Hillary Duff in Cinderella Story, in House of Wax he got a different kind of character, which was good I think), Jared Padalecki (Ring any bells, Gilmore Girls lover??? Yes he’s our beloved Dean…lol), and also the sensational Paris Hilton. Her acting was not too bad. In short, it was a good movie with good special effect, esp when the House of Wax was melting. Nice movie and nice theatre. Gadink XXI was much more comfortable than Gadink 21. The seats were bigger, more comfortable and the sound system was better.

After watching I went to Gramed again to read Movie Monthly and Cinemags. At 5.20 PM went home. Attended the 6 PM mass. And then went to store to eat…lol..Finally went to bed at 1.30 AM, after browsing WG and looking for infos about Ipod Mini n Motorola A780. It’s superb Saturday.

Blagodaria Stani

Today I woke up at 7 AM. Slept late last nite. Yesterday’s a Tiring but Terrific Thursday. Met Stani online at YM. Stani’s my friend for far away. She’s from Bulgaria. I met her first from the ICQ, about 3 years ago…We often chatted that time. Her nick name was graf1t_lady, a cool nick I think. We both like Savage Garden. She liked The Best Thing, while I like all the songs from the Affirmation album. She’s also a fan of Train n Incubus. I agree with her about Drops of Jupiter, that it’s excellent song. We lost contact few times, but eventually we’re able to keep in touch anyway. I lost contact with her from last year, but then in January 2005 she sent me email, right after the Tsunami disaster that hit Aceh. Then she made this email account on yahoo (I can’t write it here) and I add her in my YM list, so we can chat whenever we’re online…big grin….Okay, yesterday she went online about 4 PM, Jakarta time. We chatted, she’s going to university in Sofia at August. She’s taking Mass Communication major. Her English is also improving a lot. At the end of our ‘conversation’ she sent me this song to my email…haven’t downloaded it yet..maybe later this night…

After office hour yesterday, I went to TA to meet Greg, a new friend I made. We met at WG. We both are HUGE fan of Smallville…well maybe I’m a little bit more fanatic..just a little…we often chatted at YM. Internet really connecting people(Borrowing Nokia slogan). He’ll be in Indonesia for 12 days, n then he’ll go back to Taiwan. There was this silly thing I did on the way to TA. I took the road that supposed to lead me straight to TELKOM, across of TA..but I guess I took the wrong turn and I ended up at Roxy Square. There no turning back so I took Kyai Tapa and then went to TA..got quite stuck at Grogol, but I finally made it to TA. Beside at Roxy there was this sexy girl who’s crossing the parking lot, so……in Indonesian…..sekalian aja liat pemandangan indah…lol. Met Greg at The Executive, we watched Amityville Horror, great horror movie…Ate at TA food court. Went back home.

After I woke up today, I went to JWC. Once I got there I was immediately presented with beautiful sight. There were pretty girls. They sure were pretty. Beautiful face, sparkling eyes, smooth white skin, curvy figures…*grinning*. I went up to 3rd floor to meet the Talent people. On my way up I met another pretty girls. On the 3rd floor, there was also another pretty girl who’s sitting and working something w her laptop. I thought to myself, so many pretty girls around here. I envied the male students at JWC. They can get these wonderful sights everyday (maybe)…I didn’t get those kind of sights back in my university times at Binus. But it was another campus…Good bye to those days, younger days with so many beautiful girls….*sigh…To make long story short I talked to the staff, finished and went to office, went online. And now I’m writing this blog. That’s all…btw, I’m also chatting w Belo now….lol so if you read this, Belo…then congrats….u’re on the internet…huhahhahahahahaha


Drops of Jupiter by Train

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

chorus : Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey
Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol’ jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

chorus

Go Go Grace

Today’s is stressful n most waited day for my friend, Grace. She’s having her “ judgment day” today. After all of her hard work in finishing her thesis, she will be tested to defend her thesis. I wish you all the best, girl. Go and kick their butts. I’m sure you’ll success.
I dedicated this song for you, Grace… Thank you…

It's The Way You Make Me Feel by Steps

It's the things that you do, So physical,
It's the things that you say, So flammable,
You know I can't resist, Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

chorus
It's the Way You Make Me Feel, The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around, Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

I'm going to make you mine, It's not impossible,
Got to let you know, I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see, You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

chorus

When I look into your eyes,Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,Baby I just can't hide my love,

chorus

The Power of Three : Dedicated to Zhao Wei

Once again I’m having this difficulty to write down what’s on my mind. I wanna write so many things but I find it hard to write them chronologically. Not to mention that I also have to use all my ability to write this in English…English is not my native language, so pardon me if there’re so many mistakes in this journal.

Okay let’s start, shall we? It's 4.32 PM in monday now. It’s been few hours pending. There’re many things that I have to do. Okay….where do we start…I guess I just write and see if I write it in correct order.

One thing that’s been bothering my mind these few last days is that Vicky Zhao was in Jakarta. She’s attending the grand opening of Sands International Executive Club, which is located at Mangga Dua Square 5th, 6th and 7th floor (if my memory serves me correctly). She’s there at June 11, 2005 from 7 PM – 12 AM. I wanted to go there but I wasn’t feeling well that day. Fyi, it was Saturday. I also had to cancel an appointment with my thesis partner. We were supposed to meet at Plaza Senayan to celebrate our success in thesis, since we haven’t really celebrated it. Damn…I really wanted to go there….but my body was against me. So good bye chance to meet…ehmm I meant see Zhao Wei.

Saturday was also a big day for my friend. She opened a boutique at Mangga Dua Square 2nd floor B118-119 (Indah, you should thank me coz I promote ur boutique all over the internet…lol). I also wasn’t able to go there for her boutique opening.

Maybe this is all because I went karaoke with my two friends at Friday night. The three of us went to Inul Vizta, a quite new karaoke place at Gadink. I arrived late, thanks to heavy traffic jam at Cempaka Putih traffic lights. We sang for about two hours, actually it was more than two hours since there were some errors with the computer and we got some extra time. Not like we usually did, at Friday we didn’t order beer coz the three of us were short in cash…After that we ate fried rice. Man, it was fun. I mean we have the bond. Maybe because we have known each other since we were kids. I’ve known them since I was at elementary school. I can say that we grew up together, not really together but we often spend time to hang out. That’s the thing that bonds us. I’m sure that the togetherness, the friendship is something that you can’t buy, no amount of money can measure up a true friendship.

So I spent the whole Saturday resting and relaxing at home. Not really relaxing coz there was some kind of problem with my computer. I couldn’t access my email. I guess my computer was infected by some kind of Trojan or spyware. I tried to remove whatever that is that infected my computer, but I still couldn’t access my email at yahoo, in general I couldn’t access all my accounts that require login validation, including friendster n WG. So I did what I know will fix the problem. I formatted the drive C and installed fresh copy of Windows XP Pro. I did it in just 1.5 hours, including installed all the software I needed like MS Office, Adobe, FireFox, etc. It was a new record. After that I went online and voila, the account worked fine. I got this Jessica Simpson video clip, These Boots Are Made For Walking. She looked slutty….ehm…sexy there..I guess she’s trying to get more attention to boost her music career, which hasn’t been too good. I’m complaining her new appearance, in fact I enjoy it..lol. But from all of her songs, there are only a few that I like such as “I Wanna Love You Forever”, Where You Are” (duet with her ‘now’ husband), and “I Think I’m In Love With You”. The other songs are just standard, nothing special. After that I watched Willard, standard movie. I thought it would be good, but the plot was flat and this Willard character was actually pathetic (IMHO)..the only good thing in the film was Laura Elena Harring, thanks to The Punisher for introducing her to me.

Sunday was another good day. Went to Jef’s to play Winning Eleven. Stopped by at Holland Bakery first to order black forest which would be delivered to my cousin. Eddy was already there, and to my surprise, Jef had already changed his cell phone. He now using O2 XDA II Mini. He said he bought it with cheap price, cheaper than when I bought my N6600. Damn, he’s so lucky. I tested it and I was impressed by the sound and the display. With 320x240 resolution, it was adequate to watch clips without sporting an eye strain. The drawback that I felt was the input method. Must use the pen/stylus. I found it quite stressing when I tried to type sms. But then if I have that phone, why bother typing sms, just call..in Indonesian.. jangan kaya orang susah…..hahahahahahaha.

After that I went back home n Irwan came to give the CDs that Garry burn in his visit to Singapore. But my computer was error again, this time it was disk read error. Damn…I took quick action and formatted it again, twice in two days I must format my computer. This time I did it in an hour and 15 minutes. After that I checked the CDs. Lots of clips n MP3s…Thanks Man! I sorted them and copied some of that I considered good. Nothing eventful.

Back to today, I went online at 4 PM something, tried to find any news about Vicky’s visit to Jakarta. I found an interesting article in a forum which said that the entrance ticket was 6M for a table (max 10 persons per table), VIP. It was quite cheap actually, compared to F4 concert ticket back in 2002. But the tickets were sold out, including the 3M per table. Damn, I didn’t know that she has so many fans beside me. It made sense why all the three numbers I tried to contact from Tuesday were always busy (After I knew she’s coming, I tried to get more info about this and called the numbers that given in the newspaper). But I got some pics of her that quite cheer me up. She’s very gorgeous in those pics. I’m gonna share it, but later.

Went online for a while at home, browsing www.gsmarena.com. Looked at K750, N6681, n then I spotted N6270. Slide up cell phone, it would be released in the 3Q of 2005 if I’m not mistaken. It was excellent. Like N7650, but much improved. It made me want to change my cell phone. But it must wait.

Later at night, I went home when it was raining quite hard. I like to see the rain drops. But I don’t like the after effect (flood). I guess I must go to bed now. It’s 12.15 AM, I must wake up early tomorrow and I think I start to write incoherently. I’m gonna upload this blog tomorrow. Good nite.

Bonus :

one other thing about Vicky is that she has this very cute voice..I love her voice..especially in these songs : Her voice is intoxicating.

Qing Shen Shen Yu Meng Meng

Qing Shen Shen Yu Meng Meng,

Duo Shao Lou Tai Yan Yu Zhong,

Ji De Dang Chu, Ni Nong Wo Nong,

Che Ru Liu Shui Ma Ru Long,

Jin Guan Kuang Feng Ping Di Qi,

Mei Ren Ru Yu Jian Ru Hong,

Qing Shen Shen Yu Meng Meng,

Shi Jie Zhi Zai Ni Yan Zhong,

Xiang Feng Bu Wan, Wei He Cong Cong,

Shan Shan Shui Shui Ji Wan Zhong,

Yi Qu Gao Ge Qian Heng Lei,

Qing Zai Hui Chang Dang Qi Zhong,

Qing Shen Shen Yu Meng Meng,

Tian Di Wu Jin Di Wu Qiong,

Gao Lou Wang Duan, Qing You Du Zhong,

Pan Guo Chun Xia He Qiu Dong,

Pan Lai Pan Qu Pan Bu Jin,

Tian Ya He Chu Shi Gui Hong.

Li Bie De Che Zhan

Dang ni jin jin wo zhe le wo de shou,

Zai san suo, zhe zhen zhong zhen zhong,

Dang ni shen shen kan zhe le wo de yan,

Zai san suo, zhe bie song bie song,

Dang ni zou shang li bie de che zhan,

Wo zhong yu bu ting de hu huan hu huan,

Yan kan ni de che yue zhou yue yuan,

Wo de xin yi pian ling luan ling luan,

Qian yan wan yu hai lai bu ji suo,

Wo de lei zhao yi fan lan fan lan,

Cong ci wo mi shang le na ge zhe zhen,

Duo xiao shi zai na'er chi chi de kan,

Li bie de yi mu zhong hui cong yan,

Ni ji hu ba shou er hui duan hui duan,

Ke shi lie che neng gou ba ni dai hui,

Wo zai zhe'r chi chi de pan

Ni shen zai na'er wo bu guan bu guan,

Qing wei wo bao zhong qian wan qian wan...

Bu You Zi Zhu

Bu gan gen ni de yan shen jie chu,

Jiu pa wo hui ai shang ni, bu you zi zhu,

Bu gan gen ni dan du xiang chu,

Jiu pa wo hui ai shang ni bu you zi zhu,

Bu gan gen ni zai xi yan xia san bu,

Jiu pa wo hui ai shang ni, bu you zi zhu,

Bu gan gen ni xin shang yun he shu,

Jiu pa wo hui ai shang ni, bu you zi zhu,

Dang wei feng zai chuang qian si su,

Wo xiang zhe ni, bu you zi zhu,

Dang yue ye piao zhe qing yan qing mu,

Wo xiang zhe ni, bu you zi zhu,

Dang wan zhong deng huan, gao ge re wu,

Wo xiang zhe ni, bu yo zi zhu,

Dang qu zhong ren san, wo zhen gu du,

Wo xiang zhe ni, bu you zi zhu,

Zhe cai zhi dao, wo zhao yi ai shang ni...

Bu you zi zhu, bu you zi zhu.

All lyrics were added at 9.48 AM, Thanks to this forum I found.

Never Gone

Whoa....Backstreet Boys has released a new album titled Never Gone. I heard their singles "Incomplete" at Sonora last week. I'm one of their "quite" huge fan. I've been listening to BSB since I was in my Junior High School. I don't care that they're boysband coz I like most of their songs. Maybe they're sappy but it doesn't matter. I like their albums, from Backstreet Boys till The Greatest Hits : Chapter One. I don't count Never Gone coz I have only listened some of the songs, haven't got the time to listen to them all. The other reason why I like Backstreet Boys is that I have lots of memories with their songs.

I remember, when I was at my 2nd year in Junior High School and we had this classmeeting. I was in class 2-B at the moment, the Best class. And we played "As Long As You Love Me"..We had great time..There're other songs that I like such as All I Have To Give, Everybody. And their next album, which was released in 1999 titled Millennium was a big hit. I remember listening to "I Want It That Way". The video clip itself was shooted at San Andreas airport, LA (If I'm not mistaken). What makes this song so special that it reminds me of my first crush. She's at S'pore at that time (beginning of 1999). We wrote letter to each other for a couple of months but later I found out that she just thought of me as a friend to share stories and that I was absolutely wrong...she gave me an unforgetable birthday present. I still keep her letters, just for old time sake...lol..I believe if she read this blog then she'll know in an instant, coz I never revealed my feelings for her...okay enough with this sentimentil thing..

Last single of BSB was Drowning, a very good song (IMHO)..after that they seemed to take a break due to Brian and Kevin's wedding and also AJ addiction to alcohol. In that period Nick Carter tried solo album, Now or Never but I only like one song from this album, Help Me. Now with their new album BSB want to shout it loud that they're Never Gone.

Incomplete by Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess


chorus
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete


Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

chorus

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

chorus

Incomplete